He used me with a smile (Zayn Malik)

*flashback*

"Ready?" Zayn asked positioning himself at my entrance. "Ya" I faked smiled with that on little word he smashed into me. "AHHHH" I screamed pain over taking my body tears dreading my eyes. 5 minutes of pain ended "I've been thinking and well this 'us' isn't working" Zayn said sitting next to me "what? Zayn we dated for 7 months and you finally have access to my virginity I knew i-" "YOU KNEW WHAT? WHAT?! HUH!" Zayn yelled anger boiling in his eyes "NIKKI SHE TOLD ME YOU USE GIRLS IN ANYWAY THEN MAKE THEM FEEL LIKE SHIT!" I yelled pushing Zayn onto the wall. "Whoa what's the problem here?" a new voice spoke from a distance. I looked around the room and stopped at the door and spotted my dad "Zayn uh well Igavezaynmyvirginity and he broke up with me" I said extending my sentence."HE WHAT?! ZAYN JAAVAD FUCKING MALIK YOU HAVE SEX WITH MY DAUGHTER? THEN BRAKE UP WITH HERE? DID YOU EVEN USE PROTECTION" He yelled getting in zayns face "dad please just stop and yes yes and yes" I said pulling my dad away from Zayn "get him out" "out of her room or house?" "House walk out there in your boxers I don't care" with that he stomped out the room. I picked up my basket ball shorts a baggy sweater uggs and put my hair in a bun I picked up zayns cloths to and threw them out the window "get out." I spoke grabbing the door handle and getting down on one knee and bowed my head down "LEAVE!" I yelled with that Zayn left...... With a smile.

*Flashback end*

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I crinkled as the memories ran threw my mind "COME ON BABE YOU'VE GOT ABOUT AND HOUR AND A HALF TO GET ON THE BUS" jaden yelled. Oh how rude of me my names Joelle West I'm 19 in a band called spring breakers I have honey colored hair olive oil skin bright blue eyes and I'm about 5'5 "COMING!" I yelled back zipping up my suitcase and ran out the door and boarded the bus... with no one there except Jaden. "Jaden where are the girls" I questioned putting my suitcase on the couch in front of jaden "oh there in the house packing" "then why am I here?" I asked taking my boots of with my socks. "I wanna have fun with you" he smirked "mmmhh" I smiled bitting my lip and walked towards him swaying my hips. crashing my lips into his it turned into a heated make out session jaden soon flipped me around and was on top of me in seconds "I love you" I smiled into the kiss "I..love..you too'' he murmured into the kiss "WHOA" Nikki's American accent filled the air.

"Shut up Nik" I pouted aiming a pillow to her face. "So what's the so called popular band we're touring with" jaden said air quoting each word he spoke."Smith you don't know the idea of quoting" Jessica said sitting next to him "wait that's why we took the extended bus?" I questioned "ya one direction" Kayla said entering the bus "nonono jaden please keep him away from me" I said placing my face in the crook of his neck "please" I whispered "of course baby" he said pulling me into his lap and placed a kiss on my cheek. "Can you tell me exactly what I'm protecting you from?" He spoke starring me in the eyes or at least try too.

"A-virginity-stealing-heart-breaking-bicth" I said tears running down my face as memories ran across my mind "wanna talk about?" jaden offered grabbing ahold of my hands. I looked at the girls and they immediately knew what it meant and raced over to the game room "babe after what I'm gonna tell you you have to promise not to give me pity or see me different ok?" "promise!" "Kay, five years ago I gave my virginity to Zayn Malik he broke up with me after the sex that was unenjoyable for me. I know I shouldn't have gave it to him but I thought he loved me and I knew I loved him but he used me. Nikki warned me. But the stubborn little ass I am I didn't listen I chased him. to me he was my superman but to him I was a brand new toy waiting to be played with then broken and forgotten about." I said fresh new tears falling down my face "Come here boo" he said under a whisper only I could hear "you lost it at such a young age" he said tears falling and staining my shirt "I wasn't that young-" "what?! you were 15 honey please-" "hello?! anybody there?! we've been out here 2 hours" an Irish voice spoke "I think that's them ill- we'll go get it" jaden corrected himself as we walked towards the door. "Sorry man we were busy talking" jaden apologized opening the door "JOE!!!" Eleanor and Danielle screamed in idiom

"DANI, EL!" I screamed hugging them both soon Nikki,Jessica,Diana,and Kayla were at the door "Dani,El!" They screamed jumping up and down "were coming on tour with you guys" Eleanor screamed with Danielle. I feel eyes digging holes in my back as soon as I turn around I regretted it Zayn was looking at me "um you guys can put your stuff here" I said pointing towards the open screwed under door "thanks" Zayn said "BABE!" I yelled walking into bus "they're done packing I'm gonna go to bed its about 7:00" I said placing a kiss not a peck but a kiss "Kay night" he said smiling.

I walked out of the main room and in to my bottom bunk I slowly drifted into a slumber.

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A/N the guy Joelle is dating is Jaden SMITH not jaden Cruz