You're a sucker for pain

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I don't remember anything. Nothing. Not who I am, where I was, my family and friends. I slowly started to open my eyes and was greeted with a big white light shining down onto my face. I start to remember little details.I blinked a few times and looked around the room to see it was a hospital room. That's a bit weird. I don't know why I'm here. I was also strapped into the bed thingy (it's like a dentist chair idk what u call them) and my mum suddenly appeared from the door and she smiled and spoke "Hello Holly. Look, I don't know... What's wrong with you but... I think you might be going insane... So, doctor J suggested to do some tests and I know how you hate them so I recommended them to restrain you." She finished while I just had a horrified expression on. "I'm not going insane, mom. I don't remember anything. Not a single thing." I spoke as she sat down and I stared at her in shock. How could she do this? She knows I have trust issues and I hate being restrained. Before we could talk more, the doctor walked in. He had... Green hair? What. The. Fuck. I've never seen a doctor with green hair before... Ever. Anyway, he also was wearing what the usually doctors wear and I don't know why... I swear he looks familiar. He's also got a clip board with a piece of paper. Probably a contract saying that my mom gives her consent on them doing the tests... *sighs* I wanna know who he really is though... I don't care about the tests there's nothing wrong with me. He passed the clipboard to my mother while keeping a calm and collective expression. I closed my eyes and tried to relax since I ain't getting out of here anytime soon, I know that. After 10 seconds I hear my mum say "done. Please look after her." And leave. I started to hear a very low... chuckle? What? I open my eyes slowly to see doctor J close the door and turn around to look at me. He's smiling... Grinning even... Okay he's starting to remind me really badly of someone but I do not know who. He then walks over to me and stands near the light opposite me. He then starts speaking, "So... Holly, right? Well... I ain't gonna kill you... That's for sure.... I'm just gonna hurt you... Really... Really badly..." OML NO NO NO "YOUR THE JOKER WHAT THE LIVING FUCK IS THIS YOUR NOT REAL YOUR IN FUCKING DC COMICS AND SUICIDE SQUAD!" I shouted as quickly as possible while he just looked unaffected and didn't care. "What... Listen kid you really are insane aren't you? They do not exist." He spoke back while going to get something from the side. "No... It does exist I watched that movie 50 times already and read all the DC comics with you and Batman in it!" I said kinda sadly since I love DC I'm a big fan so it not existing was enough to put me into depression. He then walked back but was holding the shockers... He was also smiling and humming to himself while setting up the shockers. "Why... I'm pretty sure those ain't got anything to do with any tests..." I spoke while trying to crawl as far as the restraints would let me which wasn't far. He then looked at me and went close to my ear and said quietly "this is a test for me, darling... Because I know your a sucker for pain..." He then moved away. He then went out of my sight again and then reappeared a few moments later but was shirtless and he then picked up the shockers right onto my forehead but I started to hear a song and for some reason I laughed instead of screamed. Even though it was really painful I laughed while heard the song:
I torture you
Take my hand through the flames
I torture you
I'm a slave to your games
I'm just a sucker for pain
I wanna chain you up
I wanna tie you down
I'm just a sucker for pain
I'm a sucker for pain
I got the squad tatted on me from my neck to my ankles
Pressure from the man got us all in rebellion
We gon' go to war, yeah, without failure
Do it for the fam, dog, ten toes down, dog
Love and the loyalty that's what we stand for
Alienated by society, all this pressure give me anxiety
Walk slow through the fire
Like, who gon' try us?
Feeling the world go against us
So we put the world on our shoulders
I torture you
Take my hand through the flames
I torture you
I'm a slave to your games
I'm just a sucker for pain
I wanna chain you up
I wanna tie you down 
I'm just a sucker for pain

~~authors note fam~~
Haii so this is your loving author Ash, so this is my first one and I came up with this when I was going to bed after watching Suicide Squad and I'm sorry if any of it didn't make sense and if you thought it was horrible, I didn't really plan it all out like I'd usually do and my Oc has black short hair and blue eyes, she's average height and really skinny. Anyway, hope you enjoyed and remember if you want a one shot with J then please comment your name and what you want the one shot to be about and of course leave your opinion of this one shot and I don't mind criticism I usually take it really well ^-^

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