I love the way the tiny raindrops fall on me
as though they're thousands of tiny kisses from the sky.
I lie there, In the cool crisp grass, looking up at the trees.
I notice every detail on the trunk, the way it moves and grows upwards.
I notice how the leaves are pulled more to one side from the sky as it breathes, heavily.
I look at the way your delicate fingers touch my hand as you slid your soft palm into mine. I feel safe. I feel as though anything in the world could try and break me, but nothing could even scratch the forcefield that you shelter me with when I'm with you.
I look at you, mesmerised by the shooting stars and thousands of galaxies that are captured in your wondrous eyes.
I take you in, every detail of you becomes the most important thing in the whole world. The smell of cigarette smoke that lingers on your clothes, the freckles on your face, Every imperfection becomes a perfection which makes me fall in love with you every single day.
You lie there, in the cool summers breeze, my fingers entwined with yours so gently yet no one could ever force our hands apart.
You read your favourite book out loud, filling my ears with the music of your voice, sending electric shots down my spine. It makes me feel alive and free.
The cool summer breeze begins to turn into a frighteningly cold air. The crisp grass turns moist, which leaves cold water patches all over our warm clothes. Your warm voice begins to shiver but I don't want you to stop, because when you do, it'll all be over. Every feeling that you have for me at this moment alone will disappear, once you know the truth. You'll hate and regret your mistake with me so badly you'll never be able to focus on a love like this again. I'll just be another student in your class, another paper to mark, another face to teach. You don't know that of course, no one notices the girl at the back of the classroom, the girl so ordinary and unspectacular in a room full of culture and life, but when placed by herself, she becomes the most interesting and beautiful character in the worlds most fascinating novel