I think...I think when its all over it comes back on flashes, you know. It's like a kaleidoscope of memories, but it all just comes back. But he never does...I think a part of me knew that this was going to happen the second I saw him. It's not really anything he said, or anything he did, it was the feeling that came along with it...and...carzy thing is that I dont even know if I am ever going to feel that way agian...but I don't know if I should. I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright...but I thought, how could the devil be pulling you towards someone who looks...so much like an angel when he smiles at you? Maybe he knew that, when he saw me...I guess I just lost my balance. I think that....the worst part of it all wasn't lossing him...It was lossing me.
