He Broke Me but You Can Save Me (Ashton Irwin fanfic)

Chapter 1

Jamie's POV

I walked through the school doors with my wonderful boyfriend, Cameron. He's the best. Dark brown hair that's almost black, piercing blue eyes, an attitude that will make you love and hate him, but most of all that player side to him. We have had our ups and downs, but we always get back together. No one will ruin that for me because I love him and he loves me. Well...I'm not so sure if that's true. He's been distant lately. I love him to pieces but I can't exactly be in a happy relationship if he won't talk to me. He's mostly been hanging out with Kiera. God I hate her. She's head of the cheer team and I've caught Cameron staring at her ass. My thoughts are broken when someone grabs my hand.

"You alright, Jamie? You seem distracted." Cameron asked me. This is why I love him. He actually cares.

"Yeah I'm fine. Just thinking about our future." I say and he smiles slightly before I hear that shrilly voice of the bitch I hate.

"Cameron! There you are! I've been looking everywhere for you, boo! Where have you been?" Kiera says and it took every ounce of self control I had not to kill her right here, right now.

"I've been here with my beautiful girlfriend, Jamie. Remember her? She's on the wrestling team." Cameron says and I blush. Cameron whispers something to Kiera and she giggles quietly.

"Oh yeah. I remember. She beat Tom Leonard in the championships last year. I still don't know how. He's huge and she's scrawny and useless." Kiera spats at me.

"Listen, bitch. Weight and muscles don't matter. It's skill that counts. Which I'm about to mix my black belt with that mini skirt you have on." I yell at her. Cameron grabs me as I lunge for Kiera and holds me tightly.

"Now now, babe. Save your anger for the championships this weekend." Cameron said and kissed my forehead. I can almost make out Kiera giving us a death glare, but then I see Cameron looking back at her with pleading eyes. Wait a minute...did I miss a day?

"Whoa whoa whoa. Hold up. Cameron, what the fuck was that?"

"Nothing, Jamie."

"Oh no it was something. Is there something I don't know about?" I say and tears fill my eyes. I can't lose him. I've been with him off and on for the past two years. Why stop now? We freaking graduate next year.

"Hey, baby. Nothing's going on. Calm down, Jamie. Come here, I'll hold you during biology. We'll sit in the back and what are we gonna do if Mr. Hanson tells us no PDA?" Cameron says to me soothingly.

"We'll flip him off." I sniff wiping my face.

"That's my girl. Now come on. The bell rings in a minute." I nod and we leave Kiera standing there like an idiot. She better watch herself. Well...I shouldn't say that. I'm all talk. I only hurt someone when I'm wrestling for the school. I sat in Cameron's lap all through biology and we have to say goodbye for the day until dismissal when he drives me home.

*after school*

I walk out of the hell hole and find my way to Cameron's car. I hop into the black truck and give him a kiss.

"How was your day?" He asks kind of uncertain of his question.

"Ok I guess. How was yours?" I ask him and he just smiles.

"It was good." He says but then he mumbles something that I don't catch. I shrug it off and let him drive me home. This time it was silence. Not even the radio playing. Neither one of us said anything. When we pulled into my driveway, I got out and Cameron hesitantly followed me onto the porch.

"I guess I'll see you in the morning, huh?" I smile slightly at him. He shifts his body at my words.

"Well...I've been thinking." He says.

"Yes?" I ask impatiently.

"I'm breaking up with you. For good. Just lose my number, don't talk to me again, and leave me and Kiera alone. You won't change my mind. Not again. I've made my decision." He says. That's when the tears fall.

"But I don't understand." I say through sobs.

"What's not to understand, Jamie? I don't feel the same anymore. I love Kiera, not you." I shake my head, cry harder, and stare at the ground.

"How long have you secretly loved Kiera behind my back?"

"Six months." He says smoothly and my heart drops. This long? Really?

"Oh ok." I say and fall to the hard concrete and bawling.

"Hey, Jamie, don't be upset. I never loved you anyways so it's ok, right? This relationship was one sided. Now it's nothing. I love Kiera and she loves me. Plus she gave me something you never would." He said smirking. I cried harder.

"You didn't. Not when we were together." I said.

"Oh but I did. I took her virginity three months ago." I shake my head and stare at the ground.

"So you never meant anything you ever said to me for the last two years? You never loved me? You never wanted me? I was never your baby girl?" I asked trying to control myself.

"That's correct. I gotta go now and meet Kiera. She's uh....helping me.........study?" It came out more like a question but I knew what they were really gonna do. He's gonna fuck her and take an advantage of her. I just hope she goes through more pain than I am when she figures out he's lying. Once Cameron is gone I fumble with my key trying to open the door. I threw my backpack down, close the door, and instantly become light headed. It smells like pure alcohol in here. I dry my face and scrunch my nose. I walk into my dad's room and look around. There's several empty beer bottles on the floor and cigarettes everywhere. A picture of my mom has been burned slightly. My mom passed away a few years ago. I was ten, 17 now. And my little brother is now 15. His name is Cleveland. He was hurt the most out of me, my dad, and him when my mom passed away of lung cancer. I stopped more tears from escaping my eyes and walked upstairs. I close my door once I enter my room. I turned on the light and took out my notebook. I wrote down everything that happened today, but I still can't deal with it. I walk to my bathroom and find my dad and Cleveland in the bathtub passed out.

"Um, wake up. You're in my bathroom guys." My dad and brother get up and walk outside of my room and down stares.

"Hey, Jamie, how about you politely ask me and your brother to just leave the next time we have a hangover!" My dad yells. He always yells at me, but my brother is nicer and would protect me. I mean, he has his moments when my dad gets ahold of him, but he's really supportive and caring when he's sober.

"Sorry, dad! Won't happen again!" I yell back at him.

"Watch your tone young lady! I will be up there to beat you in an instant, you worthless bitch!" He yells at me. I replay everything that happened today in my head. I close my door and put in my earbuds. I crank my music and get lost in my thoughts. I'm skipping dinner. I'm afraid to even step in my dad's sight.

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