Why does this boy smile at me in a creepy way?? Maybe because I USE to like him, but no I don't anymore cause he's an idiot that twerks at the age of ten!!! Now you might be wondering why I even liked him in the first place. Well I started to like him last year and told him this year. I NEVER WILL LIKE HIM IN THE FUTURE EVEN IF HE LIKES ME. But I know for a fact we have a lot of things in common. Like we were born in the same month we were born in August and our birth dates are on odd numbers we use our left leg to do high jump and a few more. It's not my fault that life is like that is it? And my mum well...she's either at work or sleeping, there's a part of me that wants to die but if I die what would my friends think what would my family think. I think they would think I died because they weren't good friends or good parents, it's not you guys its me. I died because it was my choice and life would've got harder for me to deal with, but that won't help it made things worse than it was:(. Don't give up on life like me because you only live for a while, live life to the fullest, you don't have to go though the hard times alone you got your friends by you:)
I'm sorry for not updating my book, except more soon;) BYE FOR NOW!!!;)
