losers outcast and delinquents

chap 1

it was around 6th grade and it was just me no one was friends with me.i mean who would when you are and akward 11 year old like i was and being a basket case toped it all off i was a wack job. lashing out at anyone ever if then just looked at me weird. it wasnt my falt though at tho being the center of bullying since kindergardan and have a drunk mother was not good on me and i turned out like this at lease im not in prison or something like that or doing drugs on the streets like many people i know do so i guess i turned out pretty fine. "alice always smells like cigarettes,her personal higine is bad and she fails ever grade". i remember the day i got taking away.the social workers came to my school put me and my brother jackson in the car they said we was going to lunch .ha lunch ya right last thing i know i was brought to and house and told u will be staying here for awhile that night i didnt sleep and not because i was onthe computer i stayed in bed scared to close my eye i shaw my mothers and fathers face when i closed them i was old understand what was happening. the next night i called my mom she said my sister was on a boat somewhere we didnt know where i still remember her face just look hopeless,broken,lifeless it broke my heart seeing her like this and that night i took a razor to my arm for the first time my new addiction i lived in that house for a month till one day i came back from school and my stuff was packed up they said i was moveing home apreintly the place only took younger kids and they where getting a baby to replace me and me and my brother where seperted i was alone and scared