one shots

look | jian

in which kian got mad when jc didn't look at him only so in turn, jc destroys his eyesight in an attempt to show kian how much he values the sight of him.

based on "look" by litany.

the end of the night of the couples anniversary approached. kian had planned a whole a celebration for them. just by theirselves, that is. kian felt it would be better to be alone with jc considering it was their one year anniversary. jc agreed.

did i just realize

for the first time, in my life

as i plunge under the covers

that im already living

as the tall man slid into bed, next to his lover, he breathed in the familiar scent. vanilla and lavender. their favorite. but this time, another scent was mixed in with theirs. a woman's perfume. it wasn't from kian. kian, he had stayed home all day. but jc? no. he had gone out. out to who knows where. kian hadn't asked.

it only just occurred

that the one i loved

most in the world

"jc?" kian whispered. he received only a grunt but to him, it notified him that he was listening while half asleep. "why do you smell like perfume?" jc's eyes shot open right when kian whispered the word 'perfume'.

and the one that looked like he cared

"wh-what do y-you mean?" kians boyfriend stuttered out. kian had figured it out. all of the avoided questions of "where have you been" and the stuttering when confronted with suspicious behavior. jc was not loyal. kian knew it and he would not continue to put up with it.

will no longer utter the words

so on their one year anniversary, kian broke things off with his lover. he made his ex move out. no trace of jc had been left behind except in kians memories. but there were two things. two materialistic things left behind stashed away in kians closet. a mug and a sweater. that was all. kian had nothing left of their relationship. as for jc? he didn't know but quite frankly, he didn't even care.

and everyone always said

that im all thumbs too

kian wasn't the same. even though, he was the one who ended their long relationship, it hurt him badly. he had gotten skinnier. even developed avoidant personality disorder.

what's to stop me from slipping

down the well

instead of tumbling down the hill

after you

and as for jc? he was even worse. he ended the affair he had with lia. he developed severe manic depression, began to smoke cigarettes, and could barely afford to pay rent.

he was three months late and the landlord was not too happy about that. at first, he was cut some slack considering his mental state but the landlord was getting fed up. that was how jc ended up in front of kians door, begging for a place to stay.