apocalyptic ~ m.f

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warning: this chapter contains suicide, graphic, and talk of depression. read at your own risk.
-hell0harry

"thank you. have a good day." i say to the chinese food delivery man. he gives me a warm smile before he  runs off. i close the door and place the food on the table. i stretch out and smell the goodness of noodles from the bag.

"i love you, i do. but if I'm going to do this, I'm going to have to do this right." i say to the bag of food. i put the bag in the microwave before taking off my clothes and grabbing my towel. after a long day, i would love to just take a hot shower and enjoy my food before getting to work. i grab my phone and get to the shower. before getting in, i grab my phone and scroll through before clicking on my shower playlist and shuffle. the first song that comes on is she's kinda hot by five seconds of summer. i love this band. i get in the warm shower and began to wash myself, while singing along to the lyrics of the song, correctly, i should add, along with pretending to play the drums and guitar. "ow fuck! my eye!" i shouted when shampoo gets into my eye. i wash it off and continue to wash my hair and my body. after my shower i stepped out and quickly grabbed my pitch black towel and dry myself. i step out of the bath and go straight to my room, picking out my new clothing which is a pair of black ripped jeans with white tee. i then did my hair, which didn't really consist of much with my natural curly hair, and i applied only a bit of makeup. i grab my makeup, my phone, and my phone charger and went back to the kitchen. i put my stuff on the table and plugged in my phone before grabbing my food and sitting back in front of my computer. i quickly open my computer and check my twitter feed, instagram feed, and youtube feed for a new 'adventure'. within fifteen minutes, and halfway through my cup of noodles, i find a interesting game to play. with that, i went to my work station which lays a microphone, headset, camera, and another computer. i went to download the file and quickly got started.

i woke up, shaking with cold sweats upon my forehead. my apartment was dark, unable to see a thing. i touched around to feel if i can use anything for a source of light. i then found my tv remote and quickly pressed the power button. with the amount of time i use to watch tv, a girl learns to know where the power button is by heart. my tv quickly turns on and it lightens up my a small part of my apartment. still enough for me to see my surroundings. i soon realized i had fallen asleep on my couch, with my laptop on top of me. i remember, i was editing one of my youtube videos. i was playing a crazy game called lurking. i nearly pissed my pants. i glance over my muted tv thats on the news channel but quickly ignore it. i don't watch the news. i opened up my laptop and pressed the spacebar, luckily my laptop screen light was dimmed. the video was updated successfully.

"thank god." i mumbled to myself then close my laptop again. i get up to turn on the lights to my apartment, then go straight to my kitchen for a bottled water. i drink nearly half before putting the bottle down. i go back to my couch to see the news is still on. i sit on my couch and  grab my remote and press the un-mute button.

"... must evacuate as soon as possible."

"what?" i said to myself before raising the volume. i sat at the edge of my seat, wanting to know more.

"we would show street footage of the situation. however, our news station refuses to let anybody working for us to leave the station, for their safety."

"what fucking situation?" i asked as if they can actually hear me. i look at my phone to see if i can find anything out. all i saw was over twenty three miss calls and fifty text messages.