Chapter 13: The Old Life

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Harry and I look at each other through the mirror. We stay here until his phone rang. I feel Harry arm fades away from my waist. I turn around to see Harry jogging to his phone. His eye went wide with fear.

"I be back. Stay here." Harry order me as he walks out the room with saying hello. Then he left me alone in his room. I feel like to be noisy. I look around his things one by one I observe his room. I saw the same pictures but faced down. I frown of why he has it face down. I look at the picture closely. The people are the same people from the others.

A tall girl that looks almost like Harry. She is so pretty. Is this his sister? Then a beautiful middle age women standing next to the other girl, well both of them.

They all have amazing eyes. The hair are unbelievable. I wish I had that color of hair. But this seems old like in the 1800's kind of picture. I wanted to take the picture out of the frame, and see it closely.

I put down the pictures, and start to roam around in his room. I look at the desk. I saw this journal like. I have a journal when i was younger. I start to read the first page as I keep a eye open on Harry.

The first page said exactly this:

March 5th, 1861

"I'm sorry I left my family. I didn't know what else to do. I couldn't stay there after what I did to my family. Gemma must be worry sick about me. My mum. I miss my mother so much.

I couldn't do so much about the accident that I caused them. I move in with Louis and his family after everything. I need to get my act together, but it's not working out for me. I need to be calmer. I don't trust anybody. I couldn't trust anybody. Louis knows me more then I know my self. He kept my secret, his family kept my secret.

I flip through the pages when i saw modern date. It was...

October 13th, 2025

I lost myself. I move down to America with Louis cousins. They adore me. Then I met Alexis Brookes in school. She use to get bullied by these girls and three guys that I call my friends. I was one of the bad asses in the school. Alexis was just a girl who got everything she wanted. I fucking hated that. But that's until her mum got murdered.

It has been couple of days since I saw her at school. Last time I checked it has been more then three months since she came to school. But when she did came and everybody kept saying,"you should had died with your mother."  or "you're family is cursed, you are the cursed one." That's when it drive her to become a druggie. I didn't like that. I couldn't do anything. My rep with the school need to stay.

That night when I got caught with some of my lads. I had ween to much fun fucking with that blood bimbo! She was so easy. Easier than my other drunk girls....."

"What the fuck are you doing?" My eyes goes wide as I put the journal down on his desk. I look at him with sorriness. I jump out of the seat and walk backward towards the window.

"I-I d- I'm sorry." I ended up saying."I didn't read that far I swear." But I remember those days like it was yesterday. Harry did save me from his friends but he was also the bully.

What is going on with me? Why am I so frightening by him? Maybe because he is one of the bullies too.

"That's not your fucking things." Harry scream at me as he walk towards me. I just stood there as his body came closer to mine. I was now looking up at him, and he was now looking down at me. His eyes are fill with anger.

"I'm sorry. I know. I shouldn't have read it." I said as I look down at so little space are now between us.

"You will fucking regret looking through my things." Harry growled at me. I push pass him down to his hall way. Harry grab my wrist as he spin me around to face him. "Don't fucking walk away from when I'm speaking. Understand me." He scream with anger at my face. I could smell the mint in his breath. All the sudden my few vanished. It's making me getting excited. I never felt like this before. What is this?

"What are you going to do about it?" I sass him back. I forcibly whip my wrist away from his hands. I start to walk away in front of the bed, but I kept walking to the wall full with pictures like I use to had in my house .

"Don't fucking talk back to me Alexis. Who the fuck do you think you are?" Harry walk towards me as his muscle flex with anger. His jaw tighten with his hands into a fist.

"I'm Alexis Ann Brookes. I can speak however I want to speak to you. You don't own me Harry. Nobody does!" I scream at him back. The anger was getting to the point where the anger with turn into tears.

"No I own you. You are mine. You need protection." He scream at me as he start to walk to my way. I try to get out of his way but he traps me so I couldn't move away. He corner me on the wall. He grab my wrist and pin in above my head. I look straight into his eyes with fear, but more excited I felt whenever he touch me. The feeling is too strong for my body to take it.

"You don't own me Harry. You-" I couldn't finish my sentence. His lips crashed into mine forcibly. His body touch mine with his shirtless abs. My body against his is making me want more of him. I never wanted something like this before. His grip of his hands losing up, but he put his hands against the wall. I put my arms around his neck as my body came closer to his.

He start to kiss my neck hungrily. He want me, and I want him. I do want him. I want him now. I want him to make feel alive, love, and safe. My head roll back to the wall as I heard a bang against my head. Harry hands traveled under Harry shirt that I am wearing. His cold hands makes my body shiver. The tingling feeling is getting the best of me.

He move closer so there was no room between us, and I honestly didn't mind it. I want him body against mine. I want to feel his warm hands on me. He came to my ear and whisper, "You are so warm babe. You want me?" I couldn't answer. I still managing to catch my breath.

"Say it babe." Harry raspy voice shiver down my spine. I want to say it. But I don't know what is stopping me. I could feel Harry harden against me. A sharp breath came out of my breath. "Harry." I state breathlessly. Harry hands cup my breast as I jump at his touch. A chuckle came out of his mouth.

"Say that you want me. Say it babe!" Harry length press against me more.

"Fuck. Harry I want you." I said with all the breath in me.

"What do you want me to do?" He ask me as he stop kissing every part of my body.

"I don't know. Something." I said looking down with ashamed.

"Don't be embarrassment babe! First for everything." He said as he took my hands and show me his bed. My heart start to beat heavily.

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