Depressing songs I wrote

Song 1

What have I done?
I fucked everything up
There's no hope left
Not for me anyway

We used to be so happy
Until I went crazy
Broke my own will before I broke yours
Then broke everyone else
What have I become?

I'm so sorry for what I've done
Turn around and never look back
There's nothing left to stay for
Turn around and never look back
I have nothing to live for

You make your excuses
You're just afraid of being alone
You never cared about me anyway
Maybe this is the end

I'm so sorry for what I've done
Turn around and never look back
There's nothing left to stay for
Turn around and never look back
I have nothing left to live for

Dying is the only way out
Everyone else will be happy
Dying is the only way

I'm so sorry for what I've done
But I'm dead anyway
Have fun without me
I'm sure it won't be hard