slowly . phan .

NOTE: THIS STORY WAS WRITTEN WHEN MY WRITING WAS PROBABLY THE SHITTIEST IT HAD EVERY BEEN SO FEEL FREE TO LEAVE COMMENTS ON THE MISTAKES THAT I WAS TOO LAZY TO FIX

slowly, you fell in love but out of heartbeat. I visited everyday. you said you would never let go of me, that I was the one thing keeping you alive. I thought you had meant that as in you might take your life, I was worried. but, you told me the story and I had an anxiety attack, you blamed it on yourself although it wasn't your fault. it was my fault for worrying over something that I thought was so minuscule. it seemed like that then but now that I look back on it and that you're gone I should have known it wasn't.