Treat You Better (Shawn Mendes FanFic)

Chapter 27 Treat You Better

Chapter 27 Bella's POV:
I pet my horse gently thinking about everything that has happened to me. I actually feel in love with someone, and I'm so happy thinking about it. He makes me so happy and then I get upset thinking he's leaving in three days. I just want to go and run off with him, but I can't leave Noah behind. It just wouldn't be fair.
"Bella?" I jumped as I turned around and saw Lucas standing behind me.
"Shit! Don't do that!" I yelled as his eyes widen.
"Sorry. I didn't mean to do that I thought you heard me coming in." He explained I shook my head. The last thing I want to see is an asshole.
"What do you want? Obviously me talking to you meant that I don't want you near me." I told him.
"I understand that." He responded.
"You treated me like shit and! Wait. Did you just agree with me?" I asked being completely off guard.
"I did." He shrugged as I looked into his green eyes.
"I just, I just wanted to see you that's all."
"Oh." I responded surprised.
"Look I need to tell you something." He asked. I wanted to walk away from him because I know what he's gonna say isn't going to make sense at all. But I'm that kind of person. I always hear someone out, and plus I don't really care what he has to say, but I'm gonna act like I do so he knows I'm doing completely fine without him.
"What is it? Wait! You say shitty thing Lucas I'm walking out and never speak to me again." I told him as he nodded.
"I should have been better. I didn't know how much you meant to me since we stopped seeing and talking to each other. I'm sorry I wasn't nice to Shawn. He's you're friend and I need respect that. I'm not perfect. I never been, and when I wasn't you never left because you always found a way to find the good in me. You loved me when I couldn't love myself and I miss that. I miss you. Bella, you're so strong and independent, and make a guy feel so lucky and I'm sorry I took that for granite. Everyone in this world deserves to feel loved and you deserve that. I when I said I loved you I meant it. I love you still. For all you are and all that you will. When Shawn was around I saw the way you looked at him and the way he looked at you. It killed me more knowing I never was looked at like that once. I hate to say this, but I know you love him. I do, and I want to fix on what went broken with us. I promise you I will change because I love you. I always did and if you give me a chance I promise. I promise you I'm never letting you go." He took a deep breath as I tear fell from my eye. I was completely speechless for several reasons. I knew that when we were together he felt something. I know it didn't show. But I also did know when we were together there was point where both of us actually fell in love with each other at moment. And now I'm realizing that he actually did. Why am I having mixed emotions. Why is this happening to me. He might be lying for all I care, but something tells me he's not. And that thought is speaking louder than the others one I have in my head. I looked at him as I walked out not saying anything to him.
"Bella!" He yelled as I kept walking.
"Bella please." He was able to get around me and face me.
"Please don't go-"
"Why are you doing this now? Have you ever considered you might be a little late?" I yelled.
"You don't think I have? You don't think I know that? That's why I came back here for a second chance, because I promise this time. I promise I'll give you anything you need you want." He explained. What is going on with him? Why am I feeling different around him?
"I don't know. I don't think-"
"Don't think feel." He interrupted as I made complete eye contact with him.
"Lucas I-"
"Wait! At least let me show you. May I take you out tomorrow? Please nothing big I promise. I just, I just want to spend time with you. Please, and if nothing changes for you I will leave you alone. You have my word." I took a deep breath as no words were able to come out. So the best thing I did was nod. Because at that moment that was all my body could do.