From Hate to Love!?

Chapter 33

For the previous parts in the story please read AliceJayIsAPolkaDots original parts and then my continuation. 

As Harry and I left the court house I felt a sense of relief. The man who nearly derailed my life was going to pay for his crime. Part of my ind of hopes he drops the soap and gets a taste of his own medicine. This just shows how things come full circle. 

Harry shaking my hand brings me out of my head and back to reality.

"Are you okay my love?" Harry asks,  he has a really worried look on his face. He has every right to because the last time I was under immense stress I landed myself in the hospital. 

"Yes everything is just perfect" I smile at him and I watch as the worry slowly melts off of his face. "So what do you want to do now, I don't want to end the day on a note like this  why don't we go see that new movie Me Before You"

Harry laughs and pulls me towards our car.

As we got in I could feel an odd vibe coming off of Harry. 

"Are you ok?" I ask and bring my hand over his on the gear shift. 

"I don't think so" He looks down as he says this, like the words that come from his mouth weigh him down with shame. " I feel so horrible and empty and useless. I was too busy being angry and jealous to keep you from Mark. I couldn't make it so he would have to stay in jail longer than 3 years. I can't do anything right....what if he comes back 3 years from now and I am not there to keep you safe?  What if you are at the park with the triplets and he takes you from me? I can't lose you Alice...I can't" His voice breaks and i can see him start to tear up.

I slowly bring both hands up to his face and place them on either side, I turn his head so that his green eyes match my blue ones. 

"Without the chain of events that happened Mark probably wouldn't have gone away at all. He would still be out there preying on young girls. 3 years from now we don't know where we will be and if he poses a threat we can get a restraining order and take other precautionary measures. Please baby don't you ever think that you aren't good enough or strong enough to keep me and our children safe..I have felt safer with you than I have with anyone else in my life. After my parents car crash you stayed strong and helped me pull through. When I was in the hospital for all the stress you were there beside my bed. We are Husband and Wife Harry Edward Styles. That means through thick and thin we are there for each other, to the best of our abilities. I love you. And there is no way in hell you are going to lose me."

Harry started to cry more, but i could tell they were happy tears because he looked at me and love poured out of his eyes. He never was one to hide his emotions. 

With that he slowly leaned forward and pressed his lips softly to mine, and even with that small action I felt his love radiate through my body and warm my insides. I knew I would never find a man as good as this, maybe our relationship didn't start out the best but now I can't imagine a world without my Harry.

"Thank you" He whispered and then looked at me "Thank you for being such an amazing wife and woman, I couldn't imagine anyone better to be with and to carry my children than you. Alright done with this all this sap. We have a doctors appointment. " He picks my hand up and kisses it before starting the car and driving to Dr. Winters office.

 When we get into the office I am greeted with the sight of teenagers crying and other women looking exhausted, is this what I have to look forward too?

At the nurses station the older woman hands us a clip board to fill out in the waiting area while we wait. I fill out all the basic information first but when it gets into the more in depth questions  find my skin starts to crawl.

Did you consider abortion? 

Never.

Was the baby planned or accidental?

Accidental but that does not change the amount of love they will get

When  did you first start experiencing symptoms?

12-13 weeks ago

Do you or have you ever had a sexually transmitted infection?

No.

(For a boy) Circumcised?Uncircumcised? or deciding closer to birth? 

Option 3

As I read the sheet I become to get offended and m temper starts to rise as we get called in I have my arguent ready. 

"Hello Mr and Mrs Styles! How are y-" the Doctor starts.

"How dare you!" I burst out angrily.

"Excuse me" He says shocked.

"What right do you have to ask if a couple has considered abortion, or if the baby was planed or accidental! How could the answers to these questions matter to you. You find out the gende you see if its healthy and you deliver it to the families arms from there on out you leave the decisions up to them. I suggest you change your sheet because whether or not a family considered abortion or decided they wanted to circumcise their child is none of your business and should not go in a file" I breathe heavily and lay down and lift my shirt. 

Harry looks genuinely scared and so does the doctor. 

"I apologize that some of the questions offended you. I will look into the less needed questions being removed from the sheet. Now lets find out how you are going to decorate the nursery."

He places the cool gel on my stomach and three little blobs show up on the screen.

"Well congratulations Mr. and Mrs. Styles you are having 2 boys and a girl"

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Hey all its Jade first off I wanted to dedicate this chapter to LilyLopez551. She reminded me that I had the chapter written and I was far past the dead line that I had set for myself. and I do apologize for that a lot of family drama happened. Second I am pretty sure the original writer actually took her story down so from here on out if things are a little different than you remember I'm sorry I do not have my reference anymore. Most  importantly I love you all and I hope that you keep reading on my account and on the journey that Alice and Harry and their three little blobs will be taking. Again I apologize for the delay and I will try to write as much as I can and I hope you like it 

lots of love 

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Jade