Maybe He Was Right.

"I still love you!" He said with meaning in his eyes.

"Then how could you do this to me? How could you..." My voice trails off as i begin to cry.

"I didnt mean for this to happen, Sarah. I never wanted you to get hurt. Not again. Not after all you've been through. Dont.."

"How the hell can you not mean to cheat on someone. Was it an accident that you slept with her? Huh? Huh!??" I said, cutting him off.

"It wasn't like that." He said, his voice quiet.

I began crying harder now, covering my face and turning away from him.

He started to walk closer to me..

"Dont." I said, as confident as i could.

He looked at me and took a step closer.

"Eric you can't.. stop I..."

"Baby you know you mean the world to me."

"How am i suppose to believe that anymore." I look at him with tearfilled eyes for a split second, before turning away again.

"I.. I dont know." He says, unsure.

He put his hands on his head and bent down, sighing.

"I dont know" He repeats.

I bent down next to him, whipped my tears from my eyes, and looked at him.

His hair was a mess. His clothes were old and slightly stained.

But that didn't matter, he was perfect to me.

I looked at him with his big blue eyes, "Hey, i love you, alright? Were gunna get through this.. I know we will.. we just.. we need to.."

"Stop it." He turns away, "Im not right for you. All I do is hurt you, we both know that."

"I.. I don't know what to do with out you. I dont think I can.." I stop in mid-sentance and cry.

He looks at me, both shocked and hurt at the same time. "Im sorry."

I hug him for comfort.

"Im so sorry.." He repeats, as he holds me tightly and puts his hands on the back of my head.

"I dont.. I dont want to loose you." I say as i pull back and look at him, face to face.

"im sorry.. but I think we need to see other people.."

My heart drops. I nod my head in the realization of how easily replaced I am, and I slid down the side of the tree into a pile of leaves.

He looks at me and repeats once again "Im sorry." As he walks away, and out of my life forever.

I sit there, with nothing but pain overcoming me. Did he ever even love me? Am i really that useless and easy to get rid of?

All I could think about was his messy hair And the little smirk he aways gave me when i'd say something dumb. He was mine and I was his.. It was how it was suppose to be. Not this. It was never suppose to go like this.

I thought about all the times he told me bed time stories, they always had to do with princesses and princes, because he was the prince and i was his princess. He would tease me about how quiet i was while on the phone with him and how i should "speak clearly". But none of that will happen anymore. No more meaningless conversation. No more watching movies and making out the whole time. No more tickling. No more touching. Nothing. Hes gone. And all im left with are the thousands of memories he left behind. But i dont want them.