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I haven't written in awhile
That's because I was finally all smiles
Nothing is forever, including your long lost lover
Happy is something I'll never be, honestly it's just not meant for me
He made my heart warm, I thought he'd never do any harm
I let him in, I didn't know it was the beginning of a sin
He knocked down my walls, they had even begun to form halls
He told me he loved me and forever we'd always be
He lied to me. Just like the rest.
Digging holes deeper in my flesh.
I tried to cover the pain, but it begin to rise fresh
I started to feel numb, my heart no longer pounding like a drum
I tried to have feelings, yet the emotion was too unappealing
I'm sitting here patiently, wondering who's gonna help take the pain away.
I have no friends. No family. No one to call my own.
I've been waiting 17 years. Yet I'm still broken all alone.

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