complete opposites, a NATSU X GRAY fanfiction

It's all in your head

*Only through Grays point of view*

I look over at my phone as it lit up and a "Bing" sound. telling me I have a message. the phone read 1:02 AM Thursday. I opened the message to see it is from Natsu. I met him online. I've never seen him in person and know I never will. I ignored that fact, thinking he is merely a person who has the same views as me. he's simply nice to talk to that's all he will ever will be. as I opened the message it was suprisingly long. he never sent me messages over 20 words long. it made me feel like he actually wanted to talk to me, this made me happy. that was until I read the message

(Natsu texting Gray) "So I was texting Erza and she said '"I heard Lucy is back"
I (Natsu) said: Is that a bad thing? Erza: no I just don't particularly care for her is all. I said: I do.." then the message got Really awkward what do I do 😣"'

I was shaking by the end of the message. I read the words "I do.." over and over again. I could feel my heart breaking more and more each time I read it. tears falling down my face harder and more frequent then any other time before. my going blank like a black hole as I started screaming and crying harder and harder. so hard my voice went silent. crying alone in my open room. no living being in sight. only me. but whu are you crying? I look back at phone thinking it's Natsu. it's now 1:30 Shit. I quickly respond knowing he knew I read his message. I gave him some lame excuse as to why it took so long to respond. he has talked about his ex's before, hell, even her named has popped up before. I have to act like I normally do. even thought I want to tell him I love him. we've only met 6 months ago. that can't be enough time to fall in love with someone. can it?

"Ooo are you guys talking again 😏"

I guess I should try and sound normal

"Nah"

Is that good news?

"Oh why not?"

Why am I thinking about this I've never even met him. why am I so jealous..

"Just becuase"

He's hiding something.. he's acting different

"Well is she pretty?"

Why am I egging it on? I want to know what he likes in other thought...

"She's perfect"

of course she is. what did I expect.. is he still in love with her?

"Why did you guys breakup, if you don't mind me asking?"

she must have broken up with him

"She moved"

I think I understand what he is saying

"So if she didn't move would you two still be together?"

I wonder if we would have met

"I'm not sure"

I feel like he wanted to say yes

"Are you guys talk again?"

Why do you care? butt out its non of your business Gray

"I tried to get ahold of her alot and she finally got back to me so I guess"

will you stop talking to me?

"What's she like?"

is he still in love with her..

"She has long blonde hair, Green/Blue eyes. she has a slight tan. she beautiful. she always smelled amazing. he voice is pretty. she a little shorter than I am. she's really nice, everyone loves her"

She does sound perfect..

"It sound like you are one of those people"

I want to stop this conversation, but I cant..

"does it really?"

you do still love her..

"Maybe I do.."

I don't know what to say

"you should try and work it out with her"

I want to sleep

"idk but omg guess what"

and he changed the subject. from there on we had out normal conversations we have everyday. I was a little more one worded than usual.. I feel bad. but he didn't seem to mind. I cupped my hands over my eyes and tried to stop crying it didn't work out according to plan. in fact it made it worse. I didn't hear the "Bing" for a while so I thought he didn't want to talk anymore or he fell asleep. he was 15 hours ahead of me. I laid down and curled around my body pillow. my head was pounding and my face hurt. I could feel the wind drying my new tears everyone they would make their was down my cheeks. it was now 5:53 AM. as tears still managed to keep falling out of of my eyes I started to doze off. my pillow was ready drenched and cold from crying so much. and as always my last thought was him. it was always him. Natsu

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So this ended up kinda become a story not a one shot I hope that is okay oops
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