Mum

You make me sick and I mean physically sick from the way you look down on me when you tell me I'm a failure. Mummy please ! Oh please mummy I want to make you proud ! But I'm DISGUSTING ! I'm disgusting to look at mum aren't I ? You're upset that you can't have a normal child. Mum I'm GAY ! yes that's right you homophobic bitch I'm gay ? happy ? Have I made you proud now ? Can my happiness make you proud ! NO BECAUSE ITS NOT ENOUGH !! You want me to have phsycological problems ! You want to be able to look at me and be disappointed because that's how you live your life ! Picking up on everybody's flaws to make yourself feel better ! Well you know what ? Fuck you ! I'm your daughter ! OH WAIT I'm your son ! I don't feel like a girl mum ? Are you proud can I make you happy now ? Can't you see that your words are killing me ? I'm not who you think I am and how dare you talk to me like I am not equal because I promise you ! You will regret it ! I swear to god mother if you look me in the eyes again with a little less than respect ... Then I don't think I'll be alive for very much longer ...