To late to say sorry.

Part 2

As Sarah walks out of the principles office with her headphones in again, she turns the corner and the new boy was there , just standing like he was waiting for something. As She looked at his dreamy eyes sparkle and he looks at her and gives this gorgeous smile and of course she didn't say hi, not a single word..

While hurrying out of school to catch her bus with her bag on her shoulders she wishes she said something or smiled, anything at all. Not sure were these feeling are come from, as she hasn't felt like this before. She misses her bus, so she walks home trying to forget him.

As walking though the door her mum is telling her off for hitting nat the bitch as Sarah says. But her mum is really disappointed, Sarah doesn't take any of this in at all.. She just nods, and acts like she gives a dam.

Next morning was the same as every other day. With her stupid alarm, doing her hair, makeup, trying cover her scars with makeup. She finally gives up and puts on her jumper and bangles. Grabs her books and phone of her new bed side table she got off her uncle, he makes a lot of things.. But this is good because Sarah seems to hide all of her things in side it. There's pockets, hidden though of course.

Waiting next to the bus sign Sarah sees nat the bitch and her stupid boy boyfriend. Nat has a black eye. Sarah wants to laugh but she doesn't.. While hearing the perfect twins and Taylor Benjti gossip behind her about who knows what.. But some how brag up that Chloe Jem likes the new kid!!! Oh no! While there trying to remember his name, shes so pissed off but she doesn't show it.. They finally decide that his name was jake. She thinks to her self about how he makes her feel, what does it mean. He makes her happy, shy, like she just jumped out of a plane. She wants to forget him, as she knows he'll pick Chloe over her in a heart beat, it's just a shame his gonna go to waste.

Sitting on the bus music louder than life it's self, she watches everything go past with the annoy person in front of her on the bus with her window half opened, Sarah's hair is flying in her face, She blows it out of her face with her shaking lips. Making her self upset about the whole jake thing. She finally arrives at school.

Looking in her locker, she finds a note, saying;

'dear this emo fat bitch, kill you self, your unwanted and no one likes you. you have no friends, get the idea in your head all ready and leave this school or universe! love from EVERYONE. xx'

Wow. People these days, she honestly wants to give up on people, life it's self. It's to hard. Should I just take the easy way out.. I'd make everyone's life better, she thinks.

As see sits at the back of her class sinking into her chair, wanting this class to end. She draws a picture of a girl, with black curling hair and bright blue eyes with blood dripping out of them. Jake sits next to her? She looks at him and looks back wondering why on earth would anyone sit with her? His new, he doesn't know better? she thinks, Then she looked down and had so many thoughts going though her head at once it was a bit crazy, the fact that she has scars, and she looks different to them? Why would he choose her? .. Acting like she doesn't care or notice that his there. She keeps drawing, he watches her, she looks at him, he looks at her, she keeps drawing, he watches her again, this happens for a while till she takes her head phones out and asks slowly and very quietly "wh-at are you doing?"

he replies with "your a great drawer"

she says "thank you?"as if its a question and try's to put her head phones it again but he continues talking..

At the end of the class she notices that she felt like she belonged, like someone didn't want her dead? Like someone didn't mind her company.. Witch is a first for her in a few years.

While putting her books away, she gets pushed into her locker and knocks all of her things out by Nick; Nat's stupid boyfriend, he runs off laughing with his stupid friends. Jake comes in and helps her up, he starts picking up her books, while she's staring at him.. He puts them back in her locker, and asks "are you okay? "

She spoke really quietly and said "yes? Thank-you?"

He replies "why do you speak so quiet?"

She shrugs her shoulders

He asks "do you ever speak ?"

She's shrugs her shoulders trying to walk off she says " thank-you again" and trying leave, he follows her and try's to speak to her, she gets to the point were she says not so quietly this time "just go run off to Chloe!"

He looks at her funny, and kinda sad and answers " what are you talking about?" Sarah shakes her head and walks off, being angry that she did that, not being able to believe she did it..