Some people say it's a traumatising childhood resulting in deep, psychological issues
Some say its an unavoidable character trait from chemical imbalances which you are born with
I don't really give a fuck
The reasoning of it never mattered too me. What matters is the emotion, the feeling, the moment where everything unfolds, like a flower except so much more viscous.
I like to hurt people.
I enjoy it
You can tell the exact moment someone has given up. It's in their screams, strangling to nothing which corrodes their throats. Their eyes, which fail to transpire a single tear from a worn duct. Its their thighs which unclench and turn to their original, peaceful flesh. Sometimes, in the special ones, the ones who give a little more fight, I can feel their own cells stop flowing in their own torn bodies. It gave me something no orgasm or pleasure could attempt to replace.
But I swear, if anyone hurts my Sammy, I will personally deliver Satan's bitch too agonize them
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Dimming of the Light
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