WARNING : ANGST
I just sort of had this idea, and plus, I was feeling really sad so imma channel this negativity into writing since all I am thinking about now is the black dark world.
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Ushijima was a perfectionist.
Be it in work, life, volleyball or love.
I on the other hand, was always chasing after him. Hoping that I won't slow him down.
My head feels light... My lower body pierced, my elbows felt like snapping twigs. Where was I anyway...? Come on eyes, open up. 'Baby...' My womb had no feeling at all, not even a throb. The sound of wailing from the ambulance, "(Name)!! Don't leave me!! I love you!!" And Wakatoshi? Ahh... That's right, my perfect husband...
Next I knew, I painstakingly opened my eyes to be greeted by the white ceiling of the hospital room. "(Name). You scared me. Don't ever do that again." Ushijima hugged me closer as the nurse came in solemnly. "Ah, the baby. May I see him/her?" I smiled up at the nurse who only met my anticipation with remorse. "Mrs Ushijima, the baby... Was lost during the accident. Please, you're still young so do not sadden yourself." At that, she left.
My whole being was weak, tears clouded my sight. "I'm sorry I can't give you a perfect family." I looked worringly at my husband who had a genuine loving smile, "what matters is you're safe with me." He pulled me in for a hug and plant kisses all over my forehead.
Lies.
I slowed him down and now I'm being left behind.
He's too perfect.
I ruined everything for him.
I hate myself.
~~The end~~
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