I hate how much i love you
I hate feeling like i need you
is it wrong to want to be in your arms
Longing for there to be an us
us?
You and me?
What is us when you don't even see me
Trapped around thoughts that consume my time
Thoughts of you. You and me.
You cant see
See me hurting
Feel my pain
If only you knew how badly I want to escape
Move on like none of this ever happened
She is not just a figment of my imagination
She is real. Its real. Your love for her
The kind i long to feel from you
So strong it can make fires
I try to be strong. But you're everywhere
You take over my dreams and fantasies
You control my every breath
I'm numb around you
This all happened so soon
I try to think with my head
But my heart is more powerful
What are you doing to me?
