Rrrrrrrrnnnnggggggg!!!!! The clock strikes 4 again... I need to get up no matter how idle it feels.. I get up and do my routine.. Everything's ready.. huh! Another boring day again.. Here i am again breathing the fucking smoke coming from the vehicles tssss ....and letting my face feel the free dust foundation everywhere.. Lastly the stinky odor that perfumes my outfit.. Oh so cool.. Damn it!.. tssss before i enter the office i shoudn't forget to take my vitamins... I lit a stick of cigarrette as i lean my back on the vandalized parapet with my left hand on my pocket.. Just a meter away from our office building.. It's been a year since my family died from a bus accident.. They say i'm lucky.. Coz i 'm alive having only minor injuries...but shit should i call that luck? I survived while my parents,brothers, and sisters passed away! i was left alone... My relatives?i have nothing else to look forward to from them they don't really care since the very beggining.. Are these God's plan? To make me suffer? The only positive thing happened is.. That i got a job the day before the accident happened... I suffered from a deep melancholy since then.. I tried different vices. I trust no one. I even committed suicide for about 5 times but surprisingly i always found myself lying in the hospital.. When i ask them how i get there they could not give me any convincing answer.. I'm pissed.. Ugh who would bother to know such details they're just after the bills... Ssshhh whoever he/she is i would not thank him/her then, i did not ask for help, besides.. She/he don't even have the urge to pay the hospital bills.. Another reason why i'm stock with that company.. Whereas if i die i wouldn't be bothered then, don't care if they just abandoned my corpse elsewhere.. Huh! I'm so used of being alone.. I don't even have any circle of friends nor just a close one... When somene tries to approach i immediately push them away. It's my life. It's the way i wanted to live. whatever they think and say.. The hell i care.
Oops its time.. I need to go.. I sprayed perfume all over my body. Here at the elevator every one is busy gossip here and there.. Though i could feel eyes looking at me from head to toe...
20thflr(lastfloor)
Eric: Yuuuummm-iii kkanninap pa kitta hin-ihint tay c-- ssir mmmay ppinnapagaww ang llayy oouutt..
Me: tsss what do you think you're doing?could you get your hand off of your nose?nice trip, i certainly understand everything you just said..
Eric: huh! Sorry,, ikaw naman kasi girl e english k ng english nosebleed aketch plagi sayo..
Me: sssshhhhh fine!boy/slash/girl eric/a.... Ano nga yung sinasabi mo? (huh ang kulit ng isang toh ang gaang ng loob ko sa kanya s/he brings out the real me)
Eric: may bago taung client isang cosmetics advertisement sabi ni boss gawan mo n daw ng lay out malaking project to balita ko malaki ang bayad..
Me: ok send me the details i'll try to cope with it until this evening.,
Eric: huh! Here you go again with your language..
Me: tsssss kindly bring it to my table..
Eric: well, i guess you're forgetting something.. I'm a photographer.. Not anyone's assistant.. :)
Me: wait! Did you just talk to me in a manly tone.
Eric: (pause)(while looking intimately in yumi's eyes) did i just uttered like this?
-----sudden stare and silence---
Eric: lol just trying to caught your different view
Me: fuck! Wanna bring out the worst in me?
Eric: chill! Don't cuss! Look i'm just kidding -____________^ i'm still prettier than you!
Me: tsss whatever!
