Oblivious To Him (Scomiche) [boyxboy]

Chapter 29

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!!TRIGGER WARNING!! MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUCH PLS BE CAREFUL WITH THIS CHAPTER WE LOVE YOU<3

ALSO IDK IF I MENTIONED BUT THIS IS SEMI A/U SO IT DOES HAVE THINGS THAT HAVE ACTUALLY HAPPENED BUT NOT ALL OF THEM OK COOL
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OKAY I JUST CAME BACK UP AND ITS 1000+ WORDS FOR YALL
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"I hear the voices scream in my head but I'm safe with you.." Safe - Us The Duo

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Mitch was fast asleep in the brand new Grassi-Hoying apartment by the time Scott came home.

Bare-chested and in nothing but boxers.

Nothing was touched during the day.

Or the week before.

Or the week before that.

Mitch hadn't eaten or drank.

But, of course, Scott didn't need to know that.

"Mitchy, honey." Scott whispered, shaking Mitch slightly and taking the blanket off of him.

He caught sight of the crimson lines on Mitch's thighs but chose to ignore them.

He would confront Mitch about them during dinner.

He knew this would happen.

Scott knew that Mitch would fall back into his old habits.

Scott knew that Mitch would fall back into his depression.

But he wasn't sure why he didn't do anything about it.

Mitch stirred and quickly covered his leg although it was hopeless.

Scott's already seen the damage and Mitch couldn't make him unsee it. He was hurting and didn't want to worry Scott, yet it was a little too late.

Mitch sat straight up, tears threatening to fall from his brown eyes.

"Scott, I'm so sorry. I didn't have a choice, I felt like shit. I haven't eaten at all. I'm dehydrated, I can't think straight. Oh my God, I've disappointed you. I'm such a fuck up, you should just le--"

"Mitch!" Scott shouted. "Breathe, honey." He said quietly as Mitch took a deep breath. "And again."

Mitch took another deep breath and relaxed his shoulders.

"It's okay, honey. It's okay to relapse, I actually went to your doctor today to get your pills. I knew this would happen, actually, but I didn't want to do anything about it just in case it wouldn't happen." Scott explained.

Mitch nodded in understanding and smiled before attempting to change the subject, "I wrote a song for you? Can I sing it to you?" he asked hopefully.

"Of course, love." Scott smiled lovingly, positioning himself better on the bed next to his husband.

Mitch took a deep breath, seeming slightly nervous for the first time in a long while, and started to sing meaningful words of song.

"I see the monsters under my bed
But I'm safe with you
I hear the voices scream in my head
But I'm safe with you,"

Mitch sang softly, small tears threatening to prick at the corners of his brown eyes.

"I found a home inside your arms
I'm safe with you
I'll never be scared again
I'm safe with you,"

Scott wrapped his arms around his small husband, feeling the hum of his chest as he continued to sing the lyrics of his song.

"I feel the ghost that hides in the dark
But I'm safe with you
I see this whole world falling apart
But I'm safe with you