Insane & Crazy

Chapter 4: Wanna Escape With Me?

(Holly's pov)
I woke up on my bathroom floor, in a sitting position. I looked down to see my right arm sleeve pulled up, and cuts were there with previous scars. I smiled remembering how it made me feel. To have such control in the situation. I then started to look for my phone which was next to my left leg. I picked it up and the time was 9:30pm. I'm late. Oops. I got off the floor and decided to have a quick shower.

(After getting ready and already at Arkham Asylum)

The guard at the gate remembered me, he let me in without me having to say a single word to him. I walked into the building like I usually do and saw my mum tapping at the desk nervously.

She was also looking around so she saw me as soon as I saw her, I walked over to her, curious about why she was so nervous. "What's wrong mum?" She looked into my eyes and down again, as if she was afraid of something to do with me. "Well hun, um Joker wants to see you now and also he tried to escape again because you were late. He seems to have become very attached to you over the past two days of knowing you. It's concerning. He usually whispers your name in his cell and if he heard anyone talking about you he listens and if its bad he'll try to hurt them." I will admit I was shocked but, I also realised I sorta was attached to him too. "Okay, well am I doing the same thing today or what?" I asked and my mum was looking in a box that was on the desk.

She took out a black sharpie and a note pad without any lines on. "Give him these, I know you're gonna undo his arm restrains, just see what he does with it and tell me afterwards." I nodded and walked back into the same room I usually see him in.

When I opened up the door the guards walked out knowing that J would only be willing to talk to me alone. Once they left and closed the door behind them I walked up to the desk and chairs and put the sharpie and pad down in front of J and undo his arm restrains, he was looking at my face the whole time while smiling.

"Hello Holly, SOO what are we doing today?" He said while looking into my eyes once I sat down in my seat across from his. "Well, Dr Cole said to give you a black sharpie and notebook to see what you do with it."  He then picked up the sharpie and took the lid off it and looked at me and back to the sharpie. "Holly can you come over here for a minute?" He said with a smile. "Okai, why?" "I'll tell you just come over her and sit on the desk." So I got up and did as he said. I sat facing him when he picked up my right wrist, the one with the cuts and scars on. I panicked a bit and tried to pull my wrist back but he only tightened his grip on it more. He then started to lift up my sleeve and wrote a neat 'J' on my wrist and he could also see the cuts which he then put the lid back on the sharpie and pulled up my arm to his lips and he started to pull up my sleeve more and kiss my cuts and scars. "W-why are you doing that J?" "Tell me why you did it?" He asked while stopping and looking into my eyes. "To be honest, I like to feel the pain, I usually ignore it since I'm in control of it." I smiled a little. "Well, I will admit I'm glad you like pain like me but don't do it too deep, I don't wanna wake up to find ya dead one day Hols." I nodded. "By the way I have a serious questions to ask you." He said with a smirk. "Wanna escape with me?" ... I was speechless, I mean yeah I do but I know we'll be caught again. "Depends. What's your plan J?" I asked while crossing my legs on the table. "Well, next time we have one of these sessions bring a gun. I will pretend to kidnap you, and while that happens my goons will come to get us. But I need your phone as well so I can message someone important." I looked around to double check there's no cameras since I could get into serious trouble for doing this. "Okai." I got my phone out from my pocket and unlocked it and passed him it. He quickly typed some stuff on if and after a few minutes he passed it back. He then got up and came over to me and kissed me on the cheek. "I think this session has ended for today. Goodbye Holly, see you tomorrow." He sat back down and started to write in the note book. "Goodbye J." I got up and left the room.

My mum was waiting outside and sighed when she saw I was alright. "So, what did he do?" I remembered when he wrote a 'J' on my wrist and I would have told her but I knew if I did she'd find out about me self harming again and possibly get me sent here too. "Um, he wrote in the notebook, it's still in there with him now." She smiled and went into there and came back out and opened up the notebook and showed me what he wrote:

"<3 HA HA HA HA HA HA HA I'm not the only one with secrets that nobody knows"

"Well, I'm off, I'm tired." I said and walked away and got out the door and out the gate and onto my bike and went straight home...

Authors Note~ Hello again! Thank you for 6 stars so far and nearly 40 reads I'm happy ^-^ I got the idea of him writing 'J' on  her wrist when I did it 'cause I was bored last night and around chapter 6 or 7 the chemical bath scene from Suicide Squad will happen between Holly and J, since chapter 5 will just be about her and J escaping and stuff, I hope you enjoyed there will be another chapter tomorrow ^-^