Love Hurts Don't It? [Anti X Reader]

ch 1) best friends forever right sean?

(My p.o.v.)

I blushed an nibbled on my bottom lip....waiting for Sean to get his shit out of his locker..
I sighed in frustration and tapped my foot growling...
"For fuck sake Sean.." I sighed and looked at my watch..it was already 2:30 .p.m I decided to head back into the school and search for Sean in the halls of the high school when I heard commotion..I followed the noises
And came to a stop at the boys bathroom
I heard a squeamish Irish high pitched voice..
It was Sean..
I knocked on the boys bathroom door
"Hey Sean you alright in there?" I heard something drop on the floor and I heard a sigh..
"Y-yeah I'm alright (y/n)"

he said smiling "are you sure I heard you talking to yourself" I said smiling
"I'm fine" he said emotionlessly ..
"Alright if you say so...c'mon we got to go..my moms picking us up" I said softly and heard footsteps stop to the door
I smiled as I saw Sean's head pop out of the door and I giggled softly..
"Alright...fine" there was something wrong with jack that day...I just couldn't put my finger on it...

[Present day]

I sat in my house all alone with no one home...Sean wasn't home...or jack whatever...I call him either ..

Mark was out at 2016 pax east, so I couldnt hang out with him
And Sean or jack was out doing whatever..so I was lonely I moved in with Sean a year ago... Me and Sean go back quite a while now...we've been best friends forever...but with his gf jade..(just pretend her name is jade)
I have been feeling like a third wheel, me and jack never hand out anymore. .I feel like our friendship just seems like its pretend,
I don't even know
how I feel towards him anymore..