'There is a boy in my life that i cannot get enough of.' (She writes in her diary.)
'And although I have tried and tried to get him out of my head, he will not leave.'
She skips a line and then proceeds to continue,
'I wrote a song about him,'
'Its a lullaby, that is written from the angels looking down on us, in the hope that maybe,'
She clears her throat before continuing the entry,
'That maybe their writting a story about us as we speak.'
'It would go something like this..'
*Written from the perspective of an angel*
'It begins,'
There is a boy who is loved more than he knows,
He is persistant, his heart over powers him and it is seen in the way he looks at the ones he loves.
And the way he ponders every little detail,
Can only show his lack in actions.
For he has loved,
But has not found anyone who is capable of sharing his emotion.
And his dreams can only tell how near by his love really is.
For this lonley boy does not realize this,
But his love is right before his very eyes.
He has spent countless nights crying out to the lord,
Saying "God, can you hear me?"
But he didnt know, she was right there.
He went out with many girls, none that ended well,
But he didn't realize, she never left him.
For everytime he was at his lowest,
She was there to comfort him.
And this young boy who had the words of a old man,
Had the actions of a 9 year old,
For all he wanted was a good time.
Yet he was heart broken,
And he did not think he was capable of being loved.
For he had put time and effort into many,
But none have failed to dissapoint him.
And this boy who so eagerly wanted to find happiness,
Ran out of hope.
For all he wanted was someone to share his emotion.
Yet he was convinced there was no one.
While all along she was there right in front of him.
And this boy who had spent years being judged for the girls he had been with,
Was misunderstood, for no one could share his emotion.
Yet, she never left his side.
And the girl, who so desperately wanted to be with him,
Saw him go from girl to girl, and could not contimplate why it was never her,
For she had shared his emotions,
She had stayed with him through the years,
And not once left him.
And the boy who couldnt find someone,
Began to hate his life,
For no one knew him the way he was.
But the girl never left his side.
And after days upon days of the boy pittying his on life,
The girl came forward and asked, "Why wasn't it ever me?"
The boy looked at her with his eye brows darted and his eyes squinting,
"I dont understand, what is it that you are asking me?" He said, cautiously.
She looked in his bright green eyes, "I never left you."
The room grew quiet.
The boy and girl looked into eachothers eyes, unknowingly of what would happen next.
"You gave up hope.. But you.. you went through girls and girls and you never came to me."
He looked at her with tear filled eyes, "I didn't think you wanted me to.. I.. I didn't think I would get to.."
By this point their lips were closer than ever.
The girl, who had only dreamed of this moment, looked into his eyes once more.
And the boy, who had given up hope, looked at the girl who shared his emotion.
Their lips touched as their hearts beated faster.
For the girl who once thought she wasn't good enough, found the boy of her dreams.
And the boy who had thought he was incapable of being loved, had finally found her.
And never again did she forget,
How lucky she was to have shared his emotions,
For the boy and the girl who had given up hope,
Had now found eachother.
*The story continues from the veiw point of the girl*
'Thats how I would imagine it going.' She analyzes.
'I know its nothing special,'
'Just a hope that someones listening'
'For maybe my mothers writting the story,'
'In hopes I will get better.'
'I miss her, I do. But things cannot stay as they use to.'
'And as he needs me now, I need him more.'
'And maybe thats how you wrote it to be.'
'But I know we will be together, we just need to give it some time.'
'And I know there are many love stories written, But none are written as beautiful as your and mine'