chapter 12

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After reaching home mom called she was like don't miss the reunion and bring a boy and introduce him to me. Not Eric you did it last year. Almost everything she said went through one ear and out through the other. I didn't drink but what happened tonight I needed one. I took out a bottle off champagne and drank I could feel my head spinning, so that's how it feels when somebody gets drunk. I kicked my shoes off and dashed into the bed and just feel a sleep. I had a dream about Spence and I. I dreamt that he came over and we started arguing about God knows what. Then suddenly he was silent he just looked on me. He came up to me and I turned my back. He then put his arms around my waist. He zipped down my bright red dress and started kissing my neck I tried saying stop but I was lost in the way he handled my body. Before you knew it clothes were all over the floor. We made love for hours. It was just none stop. This would be my first time so I was kinda mourning and squeezing the sheets then suddenly the phone ran I jumped out of my sleep just to see 15 missed calls from the one I was just dreaming about. He rang the phone over and over but I didn't pick up. I went to the bathroom had a shower and brushed my teeth I could picture the way he held me in my dreams. Why am I thinking so dirty I need to stop this so I went to work and did everything in my power to stop thinking about him and just when it started to work he shows up. I've been calling you all night I was worried sick but you didn't pick up he shouted in anger. Then the phone rang I didn't know who it was but I was happy. My hand was occupied so I put it on speaker phone "hi Nickita just calling you to remind you about the reunion and remember to bring a boy to introduce to me. you need a man in your life do you want to live alone and unhappy I don't want to hear a word see you later" and mom hang up. He just looked on me I felt sorry for him in a sense I wanted to believe him but I just couldn't. I didn't want to go because I knew they would be asking all sorts of shit. They were all up in my business and I had no one to take with me.
Maybe I could take Eric... Oh mom already knows him I tried that last time but it didn't work. I'll just have to face all the criticism.

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