Me

I'm Mara.
I'm 17, with all the things I've been through, I feel like I'm 30.
I've done things I've been told not to.
I've made stupid decisions I don't know how to fix.
Life's given me this.
I have to deal with it myself or else I fail.
I'm in college right now.
I do what everyone else is doing.
I go with the flow, that's what I do. I don't get reprimanded and all that's why I think it's right.
I messed up. Someone told me I should set my priorities straight.
What are my priorities anyway?
What am I here for?
I know, I'm pretty dramatic huh.
Maybe I'm going through a phase.
Maybe something will come out of this.
I wonder what's wrong with me. I don't think something's wrong with me.
I'm a smart girl. I know stuff.
I could handle this, right?