Mixed

I wish I could tell you exactly how everything started, and how we started talking but I honeslty don't remember. I remember it was 7th grade, constant messaging through Facebook every day. Eye contact in math class, teasing about who was going to say "hi" first. No one did. Of course I developed feelings for Jye, we just clicked and he was okay looking. But then I guess we just drifted apart, until around  last March. We started doing everything again, the messaging, but now we also talked since now 8th grade year we had a lot more classes together. The feelings came back, stronger than before. Now this, I remember clearly. 

J: "hey"

The sound of the Facebook message alarmed me. Oh my, we haven't talked in a long time, why is he talking to me after so long...Lets just go with it. Should I say "hello" or "hi" or "hey  (:" or "how are you".. what?! It's been 2 minutes I should reply now. I typed the first thing that came into my head, under the peer pressure of my own self.

M: "hi"

Wow, it took me two minutes to type two letters. I am done with myself. 

J: "how's it going? we haven't talked since last Christmas"

M: "yeah... it's going good and you?"

J: "fine"

What do I say now. Wow this sucks, he's so awkward and what am I supposed to say now.

.....

J: "so wyd"

M: "nothing and you"

J: " nothing "

WOW THIS IS BEYOND AWKWARD. I should just end this conversation now.

M: "yeah"

J: "Well i'll talk to you later"

M: "Yeah, bye :)"

*Jye is offline*

Let me take a moment to take in what the hell just happened. So Jye just messeged me and we had the most awkward conversation ever. I hope that was a one time thing, like one of those normal things you message to a family member that moved away.. I hope so. Mixed feelings, it's confused feeling.