Why

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Korey's POV

On the bus I'm thinking Why am I hated .Why do I have depression ,anxiety,bi polor. Why do my parents abuse me . I need mental help .We just started the Unleashed tour and my parents keep finding me .John doesn't know and hopefully never know otherwise who knows what will happen. I kept thinking about it until John snapped me out of my thoughts .Honey are you ok he said .Yeah I'm fine. No I'm not fine why can't yo see through my lie .I know touring is hard but it's going to be hard but fun at the same time but if something is bothering you please let me know ok he said .Ok but I'm fine . Just before I forget we have sound check in one hour he said .Ok sounds good I will start getting ready .Ok he said before he left the room . So I decided to take a shower .After I was done I grabbed my blade and ripped it across my skin . KOREY !! no its Jen I quickly got dressed grabbed a hoodie and ran out .Jen whats wrong I can't find my lucky bracelet I always wear it before a big show she said I will help you find it after sound check . Ok thanks your a life saver she kept saying as we walked out .Anytime Jenny . (After sound check )
Jen and I ran to the bus to find it .Well we found it an hour before the show it was under Seth pillow?. Honestly don't know why it was their they don't either which is weird .Let get ready for the show John said .Why does their have to be a big show tonight this sucks .Why am I still alive .But lets go they just nodded and left to go shopping and buy a Starbucks .
(On stage
Ow sweat is getting I'm my cuts it hurts so much . Jen gives me a strange look mouthed we will talk after the show .Then I got back on track .Finally we ended the night playing the last night I ended up crying because that song means so much to me . We walked off stage Jen told John that she wanted to talk to me .So she took me to the bus .For how long ...

Cliffhanger for now I hope you like my first Skillet fanfic .If its triggering then please don't read it .I hope you like it Enjoy .

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