Tears run streaks down my face, no sign of stopping anytime soon. Broken and alone. Never good enough. I have too many scars that I'm trying to hide. Have you seen the demons inside? Take a breath trying to calm myself but that fails as well. I'm a complete failure at everything I do, no way to show, if i have nothing to prove. My eyes are swollen, my heart numb. I don't want to hurt anymore, I don't want to love. I want to be able to look at him and see love in his eyes, in his touch, in his smile. I want all of the emotions to be just for me, but will this ever be a reality? My head hurts, my eyes sting and I breath out a sob, he's the only one who can fix me, its only his job. He stands there in silence, not letting me in. He stands there in silence, without the slightest grin. Hands shaky, palms sweaty and no feeling in my heart, i sit there in silence waiting for you to spark. Light a fire in my soul, burn me from the inside out. Raise your glass in a toast, i took the easy way out. So i will stay here in this internal hell, waiting for you to come out and find me, your missing princess and never let me go. I want to feel your arms around me, want to hear your heart beat. I want to kiss your perfect smile and hear you say you love me. I'm in love with you and you don't even notice that every time we touch its pure bliss. I'm in love with you darling, hopelessly in love. I hope you don't mind you're my beautiful dove. Even as the seasons change, my heart remains the same. Feeling for you things I’ve only ever felt in an odd and sick, twisted game. A smile means the world when you're in love but when you love another, your world is set aflame, burning away at your soul, killing you and your name. So i sit here in the darkness within trying to find my way in to the
light of a brand new day.
