Idk anymore... I was here or maybe I wasn't who even knows anything anymore! *breaks down crying* Some days I wish I never woke up but, oh well. Even though some people just say everyday you get stronger that's just bs. I wake up everyday to doing the same things. Nothing changes. I want to go home to where I belong but I can't I'm forced to stay here and everyday I'm here in this small little room it hurts me not only emotionally sometimes physical...Sometimes being suck in this room drives me crazy not really anyone knows this but Lola, Penelope and Perfect. They are the only ones that know what I've done and it a lot. Not just the good things but the bad...very bad things. And of course I don't do drugs and all that it's something else. I'm so fucked up to be honest. I laugh at the wrong moments, say dumb things I regret later, once I thought I was in love with my best friend. I literally thought he was my"everything" that's because I'm really dumb like that. I wish everything could perfect like how Perfect's life is. She gets to do so much and I get to do so little. She barely has to deal with rejection *sighs* meanwhile I deal with it everyday. All because of my stupid... NEVERMIND. *cries*... I just want to disappear sometimes but I just can I always have to be here crying alone. The person who comes to help me a lot is my "sister" Lola. She is technically not my biological sister but she kinda is. Mkay lets put it this way she's my step sister and of course I have to make things complicated. And since she's my step sister that means my parents are divorced which is true and even before the divorced happened Lola was always there for me and then her dad feel in love with my mom which was the best dad of my life. *smiles* I also have a step brother which I actually dated twice before our parents got togather and by the way me and him are bestfriends too. But he's such a dumbass. *laughs* I hate when I think about him it brings back all my favorite memories we had when we were a couple. Anyways besides from that I should have told you how old I am and all that so I guess I will do that now. Well I'm Luna Fenderson and I'm 15 years old. I am from New York but I live in Hawaii now. By reading all the stuff I wrote by now you can probably guess my personality and all that. My step siblings are Logan and Lola. Logan is 14, a dumbass, kinda a nerd, and has cheesy pickup lines. *laughs* Lola is 15, she's funny, very flirtatious and can be kinda weird. *smiles* Ooo I should tell you why I made to Hawaii well my dad decided he was gonna get a job here so yea. We packed up all of our stuff and left New York and moved here I was well I still am very upset and another when my mom divorced my dad it was literally 10 months after the move. She divorced his sorry ass because he cheated on her and she got tired of the bs he kept feeding her so yep. Now we are still living in Hawaii and it's our 4 year living here. Now I kinda want to wrap it up now but not really so I guess I will continue. hehehe... Wait actually I am going to save the story on how I met Lola, Penelope and Perfect for another time. Bai for now.
Lola, Logan, Penelope, and Perfect's Story are coming soon...
