!!!! This chapter has self harm!!!!
*olivia's POV*
Today I had to go to school and I didn't want to. As soon as I walked in the door I felt a hand on my back and kick my legs out from under me. I looked up and Parker and his baseball team were standing there once again jake was recording and laughing. Then I got up and went to my locker when it shut and my fingers were slammed in my locker. There was so much pain I didn't even look to see who it was I started crying and I got my hand out and ran to the bathroom. "Olivia" I heard someone say with guilt in their voice, it was Parker.
*parker's POV*
I can't believe I just did that I've never felt this bad. What are you thinking Parker she's your loser you have to pick on her you can't have feelings for her! "Hey Parker, were are gonna go get Olivia out of the bathroom and beat her up you wanna come bro?" Oh my god this couldn't be happening "nah bro I don't feel so good I'm just gonna skip the rest of the day."
I ran home and I got my blade, yes I know " your the coolest person in the school and you cut" it's not because of what happens to me it's for what happens to Olivia. "One for tripping her." I ran the blade across my skin, it hurt like hell but I was doing it for Olivia, I wonder how she felt. "Two for slamming her fingers in the locker." I was crying now, why did I do this to such a beautiful girl? "Three for getting her beat up and not stopping them" I was crying so hard I couldn't hold the blade straight. "And four for hurting her so much" I ran the blade across for the fourth time and it was deep. Then I was going everywhere my legs and arms. Then I got a message.
From: Olivia 😔👊🏻
Hey, um we got assigned for a project together so I'm gonna come over be there in five I guess.
I honestly don't care I don't care if she sees me like this. Then I heard a knock at my door " it's open!" I yelled. I heard the door open and footsteps.
*olivia's POV*
"Parker?" I yelled he was no where to be found.
To be honest I was a little scared I was gonna get hurt.... "In here." I heard a shaky voice yell. I ran to the room it was his bathroom I knocked then walked in to see Parker crying with a blade in his hand and blood everywhere. "Oh my god Parker why would you do this?!" I said/yelled. " I did this for you Olivia, i caused my self pain hoping it would make your pain numb." "Oh my god Parker." I said "I love you Olivia Ann futhey" he said.
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Hey guys this was emotional for me to write because Parker is my actual crush but I didn't want to use my own name in this so yeah. See ya later!
-drea✌🏻️💖
