Regret (On Hold)

Regret

Chapter 1
Thought about suicide? Yea I did. Hell, I committed suicide. Nobody's perfect. Been bullied? Yeah, me too. Ever think nobody understands? Join the fucking club.

My name is Andrea Hernandez, I'm not perfect, and let me tell you nothing is. I was 5'5" blonde hair, blue eyes; very uncommon for a Hispanic background, I know. I loved to read, write, draw, and most importantly music. I had a double lip piercing, a nose ring, and about ten piercings in my ears. You already knew that I killed myself, but I'm gonna tell you why.

It all started on a sunny day. It was perfect, fall leaves caressing my skin as they fell from the tree limbs above, a soft autumn breeze, a picture perfect day.

  "Come and get me!" I yelled to my best friend, Aidan. I ran through the falling leaves, clutching my camera, and trying to balance my bookbag on my one shoulder.

  "Andrea!" Aidan yelled. I vould hear him lagging behind. Figuring I was safe from him for a few seconds, I dropped my bookbag and lifted my camera to capture the leaves falling above me. Suddenly I heard footsteps and someone was tackling me right as I snapped the picture. I fell into a pile of leaves with Aidan on top of me. 

He and I dissolve into a giggling fit. I sit up, pushing Aidan off of me, and tried to find my camera. I started to panic. I couldn't fucking lose it! It was my most prized possession,  the thing that was most important to me. After freaking out for a few seconds I heard a mischievous laugh beside me. Dammit Aidan! If you only knew what you did to me! I turned to look at him, and as I turned to face him head on, he snapped a quick picture of me. I had leaves all wrapped up in my hair, so I knee the picture looked horrible. He turned the camera so I could see the picture. I was speechless. I looked like a fucking goddess.

I looked up into Aidan's green eyes in wonder. He had a shy smile playing on his lips. I looked down as a surge of previously suppressed feelings for my bestfriend, filled my heart.

I giggled nervously. "Come on idiot, lets get to class. I can't get another detention, my mom would kill me, then she'd kill you." He laughed at my statement.  We walked from then on to school, in a nervous and awkward silence.

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Author's Note!

I probably won't do a lot of these, personally the annoy me, but since this is my first novel, I just couldn't help myself! So vote, comment, follow me, tell your friends, whatever, I don't care! Talk to me, tell me what you think I need to put in my story, inbox me! I'll be waiting;) Anyhoo please continue to read I hope it'll get better for you!