Abortion (first part)

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I remember

The symptoms

I remember

The moments.

I remember when I saw my life

Before my eyes

I remember you talked to me

& Never said hello .

I was like a wall

being there before it all.

Couldn't you tell ,

that i kinda fell ?

Holding on

Made me see the truth

Behind this room .

I cant believe you weren't through.

I blinked twice

Maybe that was nice

The gift you left

Was not blessed.

Bleeding internally

Floating insanely .

Can you hear me screaming ?

I need your help .

When my baby touched my soul ,

All i did was froze...

Because not only was i gloom

but i was surely doomed.

I dreamt of a princess,

Stuck in a castle .

Mario , Mario

She shall scream

But the knight was never on his feet

If i hugged you now,

I felt murdered

Not only was I ending us

But also our present .

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Princess Princess ,

We could have had a bond

Princess Princess

Let's have a great ball.

Princess Princess

I shall scream

Mommy's little princess.

Just had a great fall.

Princess, Princess

Where did you go?

Mommy Mommy

You let me go

Princess Princess what do you mean?

Mommy Mommy

Why did i have to leave ?

It was beautiful & warm

Now I'm cold & all alone

Mommy Mommy I heard you were my hero ?

Now Im confused ?

Was I your villain?

But all I want was to cheer you on.

Mommy Mommy

Come save me

It's dark

When will you be here?

Can you come at least this once?

Mommy Mommy

I can't feel you,

Mommy Mommy

What is an angel?

I see you from here

Mommy Mommy

Can you believe I can fly ?

Just open your eyes

& Look past the skies.

Mommy Mommy

Do you believe?

Do you sacrifice and bleed?

Or do you just fleed?

Mommy Mommy

Come with me

Mommy Mommy

Please I plead.

Mommy Mommy

Can't you see?

I love you just as much you loved me

But why is it that I'm not real?

Is it because I was just a mistake...

Was I a disappointment?

Mommy Mommy

Can't I succeed?

Mommy Mommy

Have faith in me .

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 12, 2013 ⏰

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