Treat You Better (Shawn Mendes FanFic)

Chapter 31 Treat You Better

Chapter 31 Shawn's POV:
"Alright Dallas is excited to have you Shawn let's get this tour started!" My manger yelled walking into the tour bus. I smiled, but the smile wasn't real. I'm kinda drained. Drained from a lot. I ended up meeting Bella and after two months I fall for her only to be rejected. God I can't get that stupid ass conversation out of my head. I wanted to give her a chance to escape and she didn't want it. Her life I guess. But the worst part is I actually know what it's like to feel a heart break. And I hate it. I hate so bad; I feel like I lost everything I really did. I don't open up easily and when I did. I trusted her. I just, I just can't believe she picked someone who didn't treat her well at first and then changes at the last minute. Not only did I treat her better than Lucas, but I meant it. I wasn't trying to get back at him, us together meant something to me, but obviously not enough for her. You know what maybe I was wrong, people can change. I know that I have seem it and it's possible, but honestly though he changed to late for me. I thought I made her happy, and if I did something wrong why wasn't I informed earlier. God these questions these stupid thoughts keep roaming around my head.
"Shawn!" I jumped.
"Dude you are totally out of it for the past couple of days are you alright?" I looked at John as he popped open a can of coke. I nodded not responding. He probably knows me better than anyone on this tour. I'm good hiding my emotions form others, but for him he can see anything through me.
"Is it about Bella?" He asked as I lifted my head towards him. I felt a tear fall from eye as I quickly wiped it hoping he wouldn't notice. He sat right next to me pulling me into a hug.
"It's okay dude. I promise." He responded.
"I don't know what I did." I explained.
"You did nothing. Absolutely nothing pal. What you did was treat her to what she deserved and she didn't accept it, and that happens. I promise you though you'll find someone who will love and appreciate you. I promise." He was giving me a sense of comfort which I needed. I scratched the side of my head.
"But that's not how it works." I stood up pacing back and worth in front of him as he leaned back and just watched me enjoying his drink.
"I promised I wouldn't let her down, and I wouldn't let her do it alone. She didn't need that I know she struggles because to say the least she doesn't have a great life I know that I would stop time for her the second she liked me to John." I explained.
"I understand your pain. I really do and I wish I could help, but if you're having a hard time on how you feel then do what you do best." He responded. I titled my head at him.
"Do what I do best?" I questioned.
"Writing a song?" He raised brow knowing that I was an idiot for not catching that the first time. I nodded to him.
"Right." I answered.
"You're so talented and you have such a way with words why not tell her how you really feel in a song. I mean it might change or not change things, but she'll know how you truly feel because you wrote a song for her." I looked at John not believing he came up with a great idea.
"You know don't that this the wrong way, but I can't believe you came up with an actual decent idea." He put his hand on his heart pretending to be offended. I chuckled as he smiled.
"None taken."
"I think you might be right. I am planning on releasing a new album I should release some new music." I explained. If I do, it will mean something to me. I hope people can relate to and know what the song could mean to them. I need to try something different though. I saw John get up as he turned around the corner of my bed and he stumbled over my electric guitar as I heard it fall to the ground. I froze as I saw him gently pick it up. He noticed me looking at me as his eyes widen.
"I uh saw this on the the uh floor and you know picked it up for you." He explained hesitantly.
"Yeah sure you did." I added.
"I mean calm on Shawn. You can't leave this type of stuff on the floor it's ridiculous." He shrugged.
"You're right I'm glad I have you to tell me that " I responded sarcastically.
"Just saying." He walked out as I yelled,
"John?"
"Yup?" He responded.
"You're a god damn liar!" I yelled.
"Yup I know!" He yelled back.