Push Over.

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I never thought I would turn out to be like those kids that never stood up for themselves.
Those children who were always considered the weakest ones on cartoons.The ones that NO one wanted to be.The ones that were...useless.
That didn't have the dignity and sense to pick up the courage and show them,that there're not weak.I always thought I'd be the one that no one would even care to pick on because they viewed her as something else.Like a superhero.Someone who didn't define society.But I wasn't.Nothing but that...
I was a disappointment to my Will and values I granted.Always convincing myself it's not that bad,it wasn't a problem.That I myself was the problem.And I guess in a way I was.
The problem was me never owning the trust of anyone.
Now that was a problem.
I wish I could go back in time and tell myself
Your not like that.
You were never the one to laugh at a someone because they wore the same shirt.
You were never the one to pick up fights with other people.
You were never the one to hide in the shadows.
You were never the one to be used.
You were the one that everyone loved to see because you were so damm sweet.
You were the to not care what other people thought or said about you.
You were always the one to help
To love
To live...
What happened to you 5 years ago?
What were your intentions to become friends with that...life taker?
But look who you've became after leaving cowardly.
Without a goodbye,
Or even a sorry.
It might have been a  cowardly act but you became so
So free.
It felt like you had your own turn into your life. You did.
But you chose not to because something was stopping you
Not just you
But others
Fear.
But there was no more of that
Because SHE was gone.
You've became so mature.
It was horrifying

This
This is my story.
My story on how life took its biggest turn on me.
My story how it got to such a problem
And I did nothing to stop it.
Hear and see my struggles with overcoming emotions and acts that confused me on which to act.

Hear my story of being a
Push over...

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 31, 2016 ⏰

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