BLOODY DESIRES-(Yandere )

Her Memory.

"Hello , anyone alive in there."
I heard a voice say.

Interrupting my inner thoughts and dreams.
I felt myself being lifted off of the ground and into someone's arms .
Being carried as the cool wind broke on my  frozen body.
I tried to open my eyes but the overpowering  light from above kept them shut.
I was too weak to even try resist.

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I felt the heat of a fire and  a soft comfort beneath me.
I opened my eyes slowly , my eye sight was slightly  blurred, I was still weak and disoriented from the cold.

"Oh your waking up finally, I thought you were dead."
A woman said.

As I regained  my eyesight I saw that she was the woman with the  thick glasses and brown hair from the other day, I think she said her name was Hanji.

"Hanji?"
I said slightly  clueless.

"Yeah , you got that right."
She said.

I paused to think for a bit
" Wait ,what time is it!"
I said suddenly jumping up and ran to a nearby window.

"It's about 4:50 pm."
She said lowly.

The sun hasn't started to disappear behind the mountains yet.
I let out a slight sigh of relief.

"What's your hurry?"
The woman said curiously.

"No no nothing at all i was just wondering is all."
I said putting on a fake smile.

"Are you wondering about Levi?
Did he leave you outside like that?"

"No... I just fell while walking outside and i guess i didn't wake up..."
I said defying  myself.
(Lies all lies)

"Oh , was just wondering cuz Levi can be quite abusive, I know cuz when you and Eren  got close he almost lost his mind."
She chuckled  to herself.

"W-what did he do?"

"Well he'd always be hung up over that stupid promise you guys made , it was like years ago. Don't know why he still obsessed over it..."

"Yeah."
I said waiting for her to carry on with her story.

"I guess cuz he loved you so much...I mean I know Eren loved you too but man Levi was head over hill for you , he'd literally do anything for that special  closeness you two had.
And like when you two lost that he just stopped talking to me , he just  shut himself out from the world , and he started  acting all weird like some deranged phyco...well I guess that's what love does to ya."

"But what happened  to me and that boy... Eren?"
I added trying to get her to spill on what I was most concerned  about.

"I'm not sure...he just disappeared , I never saw him again after you two went out into the forest together.
Before that he was telling me how he was going to run away with you and marry you, or something like that...
Ha crazy lovers you two were."
She giggled like a little school girl.

"But if I loved him so much then why do I seem to harbor  such strong feelings for ..Levi."
I immediately  covered my mouth after saying those words , 'what the fuck do I love him now !? ' I thought angry at the stupid words I just said.
'I mean he abuses me why should I love him....'

"Oh really? You must have still loved him back then too , you don't just forget feelings ya know, but that man well he's crazy and all but he's got a good heart..."

I was shocked with those words , I loved him then too...and Eren wanted to really marry me... a-and then he just dissappeared , gone just like that...

"Well then what happened to me , why did I end up forgetting everything?"

"Oh umm...well this is very tough terrain lots of slopes and hills , maybe you slipped and hit your head on a rock or something, I'm not quite sure , I don't have an answer for you."
She said scratching the back of her neck.

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Levi pov:

I slowly sipped on my cup of tea , the steam rising from the cup and condensing on my  icy skin.
The sound of silence drove me crazy... but I somewhat liked it , it gave me time to think.
Time to think about Rebecca.
I didn't see her at all in two days or so...
Oh well I'm teaching her a lesson , I'll replace her constant thoughts of that brat with  pain and suffering.

I took another sip of the tea and watched  the flames in the fireplace flicker violently casting shadows  to the surrounding  walls as it warmed  the whole expanse.
(OK he's in his living room now  not in the dongon, they both have a fire well that one is more like a furnace.)

"Remember our promise Rebecca , because I won't forget."

"Remember when I  did all those things for you, remember what I'm still doing for you..."

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OK well I guess this is cool...
This chapter is a bit longer.
It's getting alil intense here ,

just like my gravy the plot thickens....-rajesh 'Big Bang Theory'
Lol sorry if I got that quote wrong but I just love that show damn.

It's Sunday it's Sunday ...tomorrow's Monday ...i hate Mondays so far from weekend...and so much work to do between.

OK bye till the next update ( I have to write a chapter related to chapter 2 'silk a dresses' : coming soon to a wattpad near you.... *deep voice*

Byeeee

-Chris