dear ex best friend,
i know we arent friends anymore. but i dont go a day without thinking about you or your sisters; you were my best friend. you knew more about me then i knew about myself. i remember all the memories even though i dont want to remember them i know there still there. but you left. without a word, just left. you abandoned me and my family. you were apart of my family. my family did so much for yours when you needed it, when you were at your lowest. ive seen you though everything. the tears, the long laughs, the serious moments and the tough times when all you wanted to do was breakdown. yes both of us have moved on. we have other friends now. but i still miss you. and i wont stop. it just hurt me when i realized that you just stopped caring. so when you gave up so did i, i gave up on you, on us, on everything, even myself. you helped me through a lot. my mom called you daughter, you called her mom, i called your mom, mom. i called your sisters my sisters. i called you my sister. but i wanted to thank you. for making me realize what its like to love myself again. it took me a long time to get over you. it really did. but i did it. and im proud of myself. i cried a lot when i officially told my mom you werent my best friend anymore. i was in pain when my nana asked where you have been and why havent you been around. and when i told her it was a relief but it also hurt my grandmother she didnt expect it from you. since you were so caring and nice to everyone. you were literally family. not just to my own family but to my grandparents and cousins and aunt and uncles. ive been through a lot. you were the first person i told when i found out my parents were seprating and you got me through it. i hope everythings going well with you and your family. i love you.
love,
your ex best friend.
