Her not so typical love story

The begining

Creeks, alleyways, sewers , whatever you want to call them that's where you would find us most of our young teenage years. Once introduced to the new family I fell in love with the new security blanket I called my life. We learned to do actual manual labor for cash thanks to our new found family. Dav taught us that bringing home the bacon tasted way better when it came from your own sweat... Ha!
So we did a lot of learning and growing with each other . The guys did a lot of yard work, collecting scrap metal and construction clean up . I on the other hand learnt how to clean like nobodies business. I felt like at least my brothers will no longer be put away and I felt happy.
My days consisted in school, after school activities when in season ( my Tia wouldn't let my brothers play football unless I was gunna be there too) and odd end jobs. 
Ever since I could remember , someone of the group would always throw us a bone at least one day out of the week. My bro Droopy mom always needed help on Monday or Tuesday's for her housekeeping. And then she would hook it up with dinner! The guys would go with Chucky and his father early on the week ends bringing in most of our earning so, like I said sweating for our bacon. 
My life felt complete . All before middle school/ junior high. Go figure
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My family consisted in a very small group I had met along the way of surviving.
•Dav  of course was the only adult supposedly 😝
•Jenny Davs beautiful wife
•Droopy my brother from another mother
•Lil Puppet my twin ( really same physic & looks)
•Big Bird my cuz because he always says ( kissing cousins doesn't sound as bad) biggest flirt out there
•Chucky best friend to all my bros and myself
•Sonia my # 1 sister
•Maria Sonia's sister my bestie
•Jannett our curvaceous bestie
•Terre my older neighbor/ bestie
And of course Ive introduced my actual brothers
•Perrie the eldest
•Lee my age
•Lu the baby
So there you have it my inner sanctum I call family.

Once we entered the age of middle school is when life started all over again. Creeks are always my safe haven I always thought.
My favorite memories were hanging out just chilling but then of course stuff happens.
Drinking started to really take over my brothers and of course you've heard the saying if you can't beat them join them... So that's what I did . I thought wow this isn't bad but again teenagers weren't made for thinking because then came the smoking.
We still went to school because my brothers loved the athletics which they were all awesome in. We just learnt the hard way of smoking limits due to a lot of them getting expelled from playing . The guys dated off and on with whom ever allowed it (barf). And I on the other hand was placed off limits. Well that was a joke cause the usual guys were all in my book sluts, I knew what they all were looking for. Come on I'm sitting right next to them when we are all drunk or high talking shit. So no thank you, I would try to say before one of my bros would scare them away. I never really like any of the girls around other than my besties but they were not allowed out that much especially with a bunch of guys, I always found that hilarious. So when I met the one guy that wasn't threatened by all my bros my dumbass thought it was love. And boy did I fall hard, I didn't care that he never called me his girlfriend or take me on dates. He was smart though, he introduced me to his parents and family as His which made me feel even more loved.  My bros were furious once they found out with whom I had been trying to see. I say trying because like I said he never called what ever we had a relationship , he would simply pass by my Tia's place or the creeks and take me with him. No want to, let's go,nope he just parked so I would see him and my dumbass went running. He never acknowledged me in public but when we were alone he made me feel like his most treasured and I couldn't get enough. He would sometimes come out to hang with the guys which was never a fun outing. All because I would try and be next to him or just want to be in his presence and either BigBird or Chucky would always flip out talking shit about how stupid I was being and end up busting my love interest lip. My love interest,Bert wow just thinking about him now still gives me goosebumps. What can I say I really thought it was love. I was happy and my infatuation with Bert lasted thru out my youth, though he still didn't acknowledge us as boyfriend and girlfriend but he made me feel loved and in my book that was something.
We all attended the same school because of the small neighborhood so when ever I was by myself at school which was rare Bert would corner me and interrogate me on people that I was around. I being the love struck teen didn't think anything about his interrogations and pushed it back but then he would start getting physical like actually start marking hickies on my neck which started a hole new fight with my bros. Bert started picking me up more than usual and expected me to obey his demands of his like going out the country with his family. I've never been out of the city no less the country. OMG . But I learned later his true intentions were not only me but for his family also. You see in his family's eyes he was the perfect son, no gangs no fights no drugs or alcohol... So when I learned about what his family wanted or needed I was crushed. His mother was illegal so she wanted to borrow my Tia's info to go and come from the country, which was way easier back then.  I never the less agreed and that's how I spent my summers throughout middle school, in Mexico. I loved it, I couldn't help myself Berts family was so caring and loving towards me, I know because they had to but come on I had a blast with them. I say them because once we hit Mexico's soil Bert was gone nowhere to be seen. I was always introduced as a very good friend to his sister Ari whom I came to love also. Once we started to get older it started to get a lot more confusing what my relationship with Bert was. Also other guys interest were becoming more of an option to me. I was introduced to a certain guy name Gera, very persistent that we were made for each other. I would have believed him if it wasn't for the different girls tongues down his throat I would catch him with. HA!
But I'm glad to say boyfriends didn't happen but learning buddies was beginning to look very pleasing . Don't get me wrong I enjoyed my time with Bert but when your out and it's like a make out party going on , what do ya do? So life was getting different and challenging, I was no longer fitting in my bros clothes any more , and was needing more personal stuff like actual bras and girl undies .
So here come freshman year of high school...
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My normal school attire was my bros dickies and a white T . So now that boobs came into play I have to change my whole persona Not. I happily accepted the hand me downs I was given and went on with my life of surviving but now a little more comfortable. Bert was a big thorn in my ass all because I thought that I was ready and he was the One.. Big joke that came out to be, the only thing that it proved was that I no longer felt the need to be around him so that was the only thing I learnt there. But he just became the nagging guy constantly threatening me with kicking my ass if I didn't follow his rules. Which I more than happily told all my bros about... But then that just backfired and my consequences bite me on my ass instead. Because the truth came out about him taking my virtue and the wolves came out and started an actual war between the neighboring clicks. Yup! Me and my thinking never a good combo. So I basically signed my new found not so freedom because I was never let out of any of my bros sight.... I felt like I learnt my lesson to just go with the flow because after Bert opened his big mouth I was never looked at the same again. So the only comfort I found was in freaking Berts arms. I started hanging out and smoking more with the girls because my bros were turning into overbearing asses. Partying every weekend became the new norm and I loved it. I started to dance and sing with Droopy, BigBird and my twinsy lil Pupet at the gathering like we use to when were younger.