imagine waking up one day to realise you really love someone , everything down to their eyes , touch , smile or just their down to earth personality but you always mess up until they run out of your life even if you haven't kissed them yet , imagine growing closer to that person until your heart can no longer go on without a kiss , but that kiss never happened and the person you lust over runs off and finds new love leaving you in the dark , heart broken and tired of fighting for new love well thats happened to me and trust me it's a tough ride but they just don't know....they never will and that hurts : (
she mesmerised me
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Her smile
Her pools of blue cat like eyes
Her perfect features
Her beautiful personality
Her honesty
Her trustworthy
Everything about her
Everything she doe's
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My love for her that she'll never know.... : )
My happiness
My joy
My light
My unstoppable smile
My heart beat for hers
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The happiness of my feelings growing stronger....♥
The time spent with her
Wanting to kiss her badly
Days of joy
Not daring to kiss her
loving her more
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The mistake I made of ruining this : (
The hatred stares
Her acting of kindness
Her loss of trust
Her loss in contact
Her hiding games
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The heart ache that replayed..... :(
My tears of pain
My confidence loss
My depressed state
My fight for her
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Waste of time.....: (
Her smiles
Her happiness
Her new lover
Her non existence interest
Her loss of friendship
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My continous heart ache... : (
My loss
My hate towards her new lover
My hate for ruining this
My hate for losing her
My hate for seeing her getting played
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