Golden dreams

Chapter 9

"Are you sure you do not want to join us tonight?"- Alex asked me while putting on his shoes

"I'm sure Alex, thank you for the invitation. I really need to learn, I behave as if I'm not a student. The exams are in several days. Enjoy tonight. " Yes, and you all behave as if you are not students Alex. 

I do not know why, but I could not endure. "Will Mateo be there with you?"

"No. He agreed with some other friends."-He grabbed his jacket and looked at me like he still wants to say something, but he left me say what he could not utter.

"So it's just you and Elsa?"

"Sophia,I really like Elsa." He came to me with quick steps. "She is beautiful, smart, always cheerful and smiling. I am serious."

I smiled. Was it difficult to admit that I like Alex,or I did not liked him at all and that thought was just a hoax? But when I think that I do not like him, I do not feel that. I feel the opposite.

"Then tonight means only one thing: Go and get her!"

"Thank you Sophia." He hugged me and left.

I put juice in a glass and went to my room.

Mateo's POV

"Now after you drank nearly a bottle of whiskey, will you tell me what's bothering you Mateo?"

"She bothers me Sebastian. I am all in chaos. I don't know. I think about her,I'm happy when I see her,I care about her. I'm happy when I see her smiling or laughing every time she looks at me. The way she looks at me, makes me feel special. I saw a person I can not forget. I cannot forget the time or place where we met. She's the girl for me. And I want the world to see and know that I met her. I love the way she makes me feel, like everything is possible or-I don't know-like,like life is worth living. Until now I've never felt anything like this. What is happening to me Sebastian? "

"Love is happening to you, you fool. I've known you since elementary school and this is the first time I hear such words from your mouth. "

I smiled. "Why can not I admit it to myself?"

"Fool. What you said now is worth much more than admitting it to yourself."

"No. I can not. "

"What are you saying now?"

"Do you not see how I'm destroying my life every day Sebastian? I finish drunk, in the principle "a different girl in a different night." I can only destroy and waste time.

"No Mateo. You can only change if you think she's the girl for you. And even without her, you should soon do it. You're sinking,all right? And I do not want to see you like that. "

Again the same words. In the mornings I hear them from Elsa,in the evenings from Sebastian. I ignored it, as always. I ignored because I knew what I was doing, and I felt helpless and powerless. I looked at the clock,but the numbers looked like they are spinning together with the arrows.

"What time is it?"

"2 AM. Come one,let's bring you home. I plan you to end this night in bed at home, I do not care with whom, and not in the bed at toxicology. "

"Sebastian?"

"What now?"

"I'm in love Sophia."

Woho,finally Mateo. But does Sophia really feels this too? And what will they both do with their feelings? How will they act around each other? 

And,i wanted to add one other thing,for all the Balkan readers,there is this amazing girl neboderskekapije that has just started with writing in Serbian,so you should check the great story that she has. 

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