Only If You Knew

Dream

           Once I got a seat on the train I laid my head back and pictured him in my head, his hands holding my face. He whispered in my ear, "I missed you so much". "I miss you too" I said slowly putting my head down so he wouldn't see my reaction. He gently lift my head up, and started staring into my eyes. "You have the most beautiful eyes.......you're beautiful" he said getting closer and closer. I took one step back, "Can you stop... can you stop saying that".

          He took two steps closer. My entire body was warm and my skin flushed. Mohammad head is close. Too close. "Stop saying what?"

          "Stop saying that I'm beautiful when we both know that I'm not" I argued. Mohammad slowly grazes his knuckles against my cheek. "I love everything about you. Your eyes. Your noes. Your smile. Your personality. You're laugh. You're lips. I could go all day if you want me to?" And just before I was about to speak his soft lips was meeting mine. In my head I kept telling myself it doesn't mean anything. Then his soft warm hands, were by my ear making little tiny circles. A warmth spreads in my stomach as his tongue makes its way between my lips. Both of Mohammad hands slips down my spine, causing me to break away from the kiss..

          What was I thinking. I quickly move away and cover my face. "I know you felt it Fatima" he said getting closer and closer.

          Why can't he just understand. We been best friends for five years, he knows I'm vulnerable. "I'M SCARED" I shouted. "I'm scared you're going to leave me like everyone else".

          He looks down at me as if I was a garbage. "You really think I'm like Tar-. That explains everything, we been friends for five years and you think I'll leave you?"

           I got closer to him, "Explains what?"

          He turned his head around face the other way ready to walk out, "Nothing" he says.

          " Mohammad, it explains what"? He turned back facing me, his beautiful eyes staring at me. I grabbed the back of his neck gently and slowly I moved my mouth to his lips and our tongue collide slowly. And when I opened back my eyes all I heard was "The next stop is Parkchester"