I fell in love

Memories..

I was on the roof! As i walked to the edge on the building the tears running down my cheek felt so cold.And the wind was really strong blowing my hair back. 

I stared down at the all the people that hated me, I saw my ex Boyfriend Cody laughing with his mates, I saw Emily my old best friend with Lucy, And i saw Lucy who was facing Kieran. Kieran! They seem to be arguing, i couldn't make out the words, but Kieran was angry. More tears steamed down my face, i deserved to die and no one would care. As i watched Kieran, his eyes flickered up. Up at me! 

"LOLA! he screamed.                                                                                                                           Everyone saw me as he screamed! Kieran ran inside, and everyone crowded round the bottem of v-block, all of them had surprised looks on there faces. But they wanted me to die didn't they, well this is it, I didn't want a show but they all saw me so Ii couldn't help it and then...

I CAN BE YOUR HERO, BABY,                                                                                                           I CAN KISS AWAY THE PAIN,                                                                                                             I WILL STAND BY YOU FOREVER,                                                                                                     YOU CAN TAKE MY BREATHE AWAY,                                                                                               AND I CAN BE YOUR HERO,                                                                                                               I CAN KISS AWAY THE PAIN,                                                                                                             AND I WILL STAND BY YOU FOREVER,                                                                                         YOU CAN TAKE ME BREATHE AWAY,                                                                                                  YOU CAN TAKE MY BREATHE AWAY,         I CAN BE YOUR HERO       

It was my ringtone what Kieran had sang to me, he recorded it and set it as my ringtone. I couldn't stop crying, I need to pay for what i did to Kieran.

" Please Lola come away from the edge!" A voice shouted behind me, I turned to see Kieran. He was crying, I looked into his eyes (which had briuses round them).      

"I can't, I have to do this, I need to," I cried.

" Please, Lola i can explain everything just come away from the edge"

" No I have to pay for what i done to you, you don't need to explain"

Kieran steps towards me. "I won't let you do this,  I only did that because Lucy said you hated me she showed me the message you sent her saying that you hate me, I was hurt Lola, really hurt i love you"

"You love me? but what message," I said but really queitly. I watched as he pulled his phone out and showed me the screenshot. But that wasn't my account what?

"That's not my account Kieran,"

"Who's is it then is says your name," He looked confused.

"Look down at all those people, all those people who hate me forced me to do this, it's over Kieran, I've hurt you, and even my mother don't want me, yeh I never told you this or no one, everyone knows my mother left but they don't no why, She hated me, she hurt me inside and out. So i ran away but the police found me and sent me back to my mother. She tried to kill me Kieran , she would of done it if Tracy haden't walked in and found us. I was in hospital and my mother would be in prison but she told me not to turn her in, or she would kill me and she just left." My legs began to shake as my secret was told.