fucked up | taehyung

16. i fucked up

woah taehyungs pov woah (btw this is the same day but like from taehyungs pov from the beginning cool alright nice)

I woke up to an alarm and groaned. I was having such a great dream about a the girl who has been on my mind and then it just had to get interrupted. Ugh. I turned off my alarm and went to check my phone to see if I got any text messages.

Kitten

Kitten: baby i had such a good time with you tonight, especially for what happened after the movie (;

Kitten: can't stop thinking about you <3

I smiled since her last text message was sweet and she's not that kind of person.

I checked to see if Mia texted me but she hasn't. I was kind of disappointed since I always look forward to her text messages. We always talk about random things and I actually enjoy it. I feel like shes the only one I can talk to and the only girl who can just have a regular conversation and not expect it to turn into something sexual. Their conversations have turned sexual, of course, but, unfortunately, I didn't mind. I should mind, though. I shouldn't be doing this in the first place.

I tried not to have my guilty conscious take over since I didn't know how to explain my recent actions to my own damn self. I just figured if I just went with the flow, it'll all be okay. Today's going to be a great day, right?

I got to school and sat near my friends, Baekhyun and Sehun. I had many friends in school but I'm usually with these two.

"I don't want your milk!" Sehun shooed Baekyuns hand away. I furrowed my eyebrows since I was kind of confused on what was going on.

"You're so ungrateful! You said you were thirsty so me, being a great friend, I got you a milk!" Baekhyun narrowed his eyes and scowled at Sehun, who was just jokingly looking anywhere besides Baekhyun. Sehun finally turned his attention towards me and smiled.

"What's up, bro? How's your morning?" Baekhyun also turned his attention towards me and tried to stealthily take the milk that Sehun got him since he was really thirsty.

"It's good, like always. I'm actually in a really good mood this morning." I made a wide smile which was seemingly contagious since Sehun and Baekhyun mirrored me.

"How is she?" Sehun raised an eyebrow while smirking. Sehun and Baekhyun knew almost every single little detail there is to know about me but they, of course, don't tell anyone because of bro code. They know what I have done, and what I was doing, or at least the idea of it, but neither of them tried to stop me. They have told me that they figure that I'll get out of this phase and actually get into a REAL relationship and be loyal 100%. A real relationship where I can see a future with. Not a relationship where it's only about sex and hanging out. Apparently, to them, being in a relationship was so much more than that and they hoped that I would realize that one day.

"Oh, she's good. I saw her yesterday. We went to breakfast and then came back to my place and fucked like 3 times. It can't get any better than that, boys. I gotta tell you, I like her." I smirked. I did like her but I have  wondered if it was genuine or if I was just bored, you know?

I looked past Sehun just to look around and I saw her.

Oh Mia Ahn. It's always a joy in seeing her. I get really happy when I see her and all I want to do is make her happy, blush and get flustered cause that's when she's the cutest.