chapter 2

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*Gerard POV*

I was driving down the street. Mikey was sitting by Ray in the backseat. Frank sat in the passenger seat. Money was behind Frank and Ray was behind me.

"LET GOES TO THE METAL UNICORN!" Mikey yells, now standing in the back, leaning over Frank's seat pointing to a bad call the Metal Unicorn.

A/N AND IF MY VELOCITY STARTS TO MAKE YOU SWEAT THEN JUST DONT LET GO
Sorry I'm listening to MCR as a write this and Planetary was on and I was too tempted. This might happen a lot lol

I pull the car into a parking space out front of the bar. We all exit the vehicle, Mikey, extra enthusiasticly.

A/N I THINK I NEED THEM NOW sorry summertime is on and I really love that song now YOU CAN RUNAWAY WITH ME ANYTINE YOU WANT

"YES," Mikey yells out happily.

"Chill," I reply. We all walk into the bar together.

*A few hours later.

*Frank's POV*

I think everyone is drunk, except Gerard. He watched his drinking way more than us. I stood up from my seat to go to the bathroom but fall over immediatley. Everything goes black.

*Gerard POV*

I watched as Frank fell over and passed out. Not again. Last time Mikey helped him out, but he's drunk this time. I got out of my chair and went down to him, picked him up, and lied him down in the backseat. I lifted up the extra seat in the front and got Ray and Mikey in the car.

*Frank's POV*

I woke up on a couch in a room I didn't recognize. I was the only one in the room. I sat up and looked around. I was confused on where I was. I looked at the time 6:30 AM. I have no clue what I did last night. I don't remember. I stood up and walked around. I saw a door and opened it. It was to a bathroom. I noticed that on the bathroom floor was a passed out Gerard.

Oh my God.

I called Mikey and Ray. They are they really quick. Next to Gerard was a spilled bottle of pills. I'm leaning over Gerard, crying. Mikey is doing the same. Ray has to pull Mikey and I away from Gerard as the paramedics take him to the ambulance. Mikey, Ray, and I all get in the ambulance.

"He's going to live, but he may not wake up for a day or two," the doctor says to us. I feel a big relief but still cry. I wanted to tell Gerard I loved him so much. I decided I would say it. He shouldn't be able to hear me say it.

I grabbed Gerard hand. "I love you Gerard," I say through my tears. Mikey pats me on the back.

"It'll be okay," he says to me.

"But in not okay," I say back to him.

I see Ray standing there with a confused look. I just remebered I never told him.

"In confused. Why did you tell Gerard you loved him?" Ray quedtions.

"Because he likes him a lot," Mikey responds for me.

*Gerard POV*

I wake up in a hospital bed to see Frank crying while leaning over me.

"Frank?" I say, weakly. He moves back, his eyes red and puffy from crying. Once he sees that I'm awake, he smiles. He hugs me. I was confused on why he was the one here, not Mikey.

"I was here everyday for the past three days," he says through his tears.

"Why?" I say weakly, but my voice is stronger than it was before. Frank moves back and turns around.

"I-I don't know. I guess because I was the one to f-find you," he says stuttering his words through his tears.

"Oh. How did you find me?"

"I-i woke up on your couch and I don't know where I was. I got up and walked around. I found the bathroom and you were passed out on the floor by a spilled bottle of pills.

Shoot. I did it again. I'm using again. No. I have to stop. I need to move in with Mikey or something. I need to go where I can't use.

"Oh. Thats not the first time this has happened, but I've never been to the hospital."

"You have to stop."

"But I can't"

"Yes, you can. I'll help you." Frank wasn't crying anymore, although I could tell he was going to. I got up and hugged him. I couldn't bare to see any of my bandmates upset over me. I wasn't worth their tears.

*Frank's POV*

It felt so good to be in Gerards embrace. What made me upset is that he would never love me, but I loved him. He let go of me

"It'll be okay," he says. I nod my head. He lied down in his bed again, looking up at the ceiling. He was in deep thought, but I didnt what he was thinking about. The doctor walked in the room. Gerards head jerked up at her.

"Oh, you're up. Good. You aren't aloud to stay in your house or stay anywhere alone. He need to be watched over," she says to him, sternly. I wanted Gerard to stay with me, but I knew he wouldn't. He'd stay with Mikey. After all, they were brothers. They were also very close.

*Gerards POV*

I nodded my head at the doctor and out my head back down to think. I had felt a spark when I hugged Frank. I wanted to stay with Frank, mostly because he was there for me. Mikey didn't go to the hospital everyday, but Frank did.

I couldn't help it. I needed to ask Frank.

"Frank?" I say, unsteadilly.

"Huh," Frank says, not looking up from his shoes.

"C-can I stay with you?" I say, stuttering nervously.

Frank looks up. His face lights up and a small smile formed. "Yeah."

"Thanks." I look back up to the ceiling and close my eyes. I try to breathe evenly, so Frank thinks I'm asleep. I want know when he leaves.

"I love you," I hear Frank say softly. I hear him leave the room. A smile spreads across my face. I feel wanted. I don't know how I feel about Frank anymore. I think I might like him. I'm not sure though.

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