BE WITH YOU

Prologue

* When tomorrow comes

I'll be on my own

Feeling frightened of the things that I don't know

When tomorrow comes, Tomorrow comes, Tomorrow comes*

Nakapikit ako habang kinakanta ang isa sa mga naging paborito kong kanta. Gamit ang piano na ito na pinagamit saakin dito sa Corinthian's Restaurant.

Who would have thought na ang isang gaya ko.. na ngayon ay isang guro sa isang pangpublikong paaralan ay naging isang bulag noon. Yes. I am. Hindi ko kinahihiya iyon. Coz I know that.. It is a testifying story  na ang pagiging may disabilidad ay hindi naging isang hadlang para magtagumpay.. Para makamit ang hinihiling kong makakita.

* And though the road is long

I look up to the skies

And in the dark I found, lost hope that I won't fly

And I sing along, I sing along and I sing along*

Being a sightless person is really hard. Lalo na sa kagaya kong walang umaalalay. Nawalan ng magulang. Walang kamuwangmuwang. Pero kahit ganun. Hindi iyon naging hadlang para sumuko ako sa buhay. Mahirap.. Oo.. Sobra.. Pero Sabi nga.. In every situation, struggles, trials and circumstances in our lives.. May ginagamit si Lord para tulungan tayo. At God using the orphanage para may matuluyan ako. Sa mga taong nandun na nagtuturo at umaaalalay saamin nakaramdam at naranasan ko pa rin ang magkaroon ng pamilya. Isang masayang pamilya.

Sa panahon ring wala akong makita, may isang tao ring naging dahilan ng pagkakaroon ng kulay ng buhay ko. Kahit sa maikling panahon na yun.. Natutunan ko ang maramdaman ang magmahal.. At mahalin.

I opened my eyes.. Nadako iyon sa isang lalaki na may nakapulupot na braso ng babae sa bqywang nya. I don't know why.. But.. My heart beats so fast. As I sing the chorus of this song

*I got all I need when i got you and I 

I look around me, and see a sweet life

I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight

You're getting me, getting me, through the night

Kick start my heart when you shine it in my eyes

Can't lie,  it's a sweet life

I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight

You're getting me, getting me, through the night~

'Cause You're my flashlight, you're my flashlight (flashlight) You're my flashlight..*

Magkatinginan kaming dalawa na parang tumigil ang oras.. Ako rin ang unang umiwas ng tingin at muling pinikit ang mata ko.

Ever since I met that guy.. Hindi ko naaalala lang mag-isa ako. That I'm sightless. I feel complete when I'm with him. Playing a piano while he was playing a guitar and we were sung together. I miss him.. I really miss...

*I'm stuck in the dark but You're my flashlight , You're getting me, getting me, through the night~~ You're my flashlight*

Ngayong nakakita na ako.. Saka pa sya nawala. Saka ko pa hindi na makita ang taong naging karamay ko...

Where are you my superman.. Where are you my flashlight.. If ever I'll be giving a chance to meet you again, I will grab it.. Without any hesitation..

I want you to know how much I need you.. How much I love you... And how much.. I want... To BE WITH YOU