EMOTIONS (she's Mine) #Jason McCann

CHAPTER ONE

How would you feel when the one you love or have a crush on is emotionally jilted ???? You think you can change him??? He might be famous rich and you think he's got everything??? But the truth is he is emotionally disturbed rather emotionally jilted.

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Your POV
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I was dressed up in a sweat pants and a hoodie with my sneakers on, didn't want to dress so foxy so as not to get too much attention since I'm going to perform at a bar today. I v'e been performing at a bar all my life, it was a way I earn a living. I don't expect my mother to do it, she dwells her time sleeping at home and tries her best to make I and my brother seem fit and happy always .she hasn't really been herself since she got divorced from my father. I pay my bills by working hard after college. My elder brother Chris works at a restaurant he earns good money, But I d say not enough. I don't like to depend on him that's why I v'e also been working at a bar to earn for myself. I never told anyone at home. My mother would be disappointed in me because this was what ......... Just then I was interrupted off my thoughts .

Why were you late today???

Chub's the bar owner. He's short and has a protruding belly which was funny, but he was never messed with. I walked into the bar , kept my jacket on the stand beside me, as I grabbed the mic and began to sing locked out of heaven by Bruno mars. I took everyone away. I have this speciality which was hard to believe. I could imitate any artists voice. People found it weird but I d say its a gift and its my way of earning a living .

You did well today y/l keep on enthralling everyone and your payment would get more prettier.

I was happy to hear that, I got my payment and headed home. Everyone at home believes I had gone to Charlie's to study for our final exams. Urrr I can't wait to be through so that I can focus on how to earn a living. Charlie Hannah and Harley my three best friends they v'e always been there for me in every situation. I went into my room took off my sneakers. I hid my payment in a box in the stall in my room. I laid down on my bed exhaustingly, I couldn't take a shower due to how tired I was.

My brother has a bike which I could have ridden on. But I didn't firstly his friends might see me riding the bike to a bar. Chris would get really infuriated knowing his eighteen years old sister was been spotted at a bar. So walking to chubs bar and walking back home was an option I couldn't neglect. Funny part my hoodie I need that to hide my face while walking down the street. Who says I can't be seen while walking. I must say walking helped in taking off unwanted fats.

Y/l come down for dinner.

Just then my mum called me out for dinner. I strived to get up from the bed.

Chris gave me a weird stare he was the only one I saw at the dinning table. I wonder if he knows the truth I thought to myself.

My y/l how is your studies? And when are you going to be through???

I wondered why he asked.???

I know your pondering why I asked??? He chuckled

That's one thing about Chris he knows how to read my facial expressions which wasn't good news for me. I thought to myself before replying. In two weeks time.

That's nice .I d like you to come work with me. Besides your smart I bet you'd have a good position.

I know you work at the most famous restaurant. But that doesn't mean I have interest in working there. I also have a dream I love music I love to sing. I don't mind if I spend my whole life performing at a bar. I thought to myself. Sorry Chris I don't think so. I have other plans.

Other plans like what????

I don't know for now. But there's no way I d work at the restaurant.

Fine suit yourself. I gave you an option and your denying it.

I said those words to him. Without thinking how it'd hurt him. I never meant to make him feel bad. I know he's trying all his best to keep us together and make sure we are never in need.

You know how hard I work I strive to pay each and every bills. You're going to be through with college and more hands would be needed on the table.

Says who if only he knows I v'e been working at a bar. I pay some bills which he probably has no idea about not bragging though. I thought to myself.. I know that's why I'm also figuring something out.

He scoffed and left his food on the table tiredly. Not wanting to argue more, Since mum is probably in her room eating. Not wanting to bother her, I felt really bad, must say I spat a lot .

Ten minutes later he came back and took his food from the table. I chuckled a bit he couldn't see me since I was in the sitting room..that's one thing with Chris he loves his food. Seeing him do that. A part of my guilt was eased that evening .