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Different

Everything I had or cared about was gone. I moved to different houses, high schools, even states. I didn't want this to happen but I guess it's a good thing I'm starting fresh. I miss my friends, I miss my boyfriend too. Well I don't have a boyfriend anymore, we broke it off because we couldn't do long distance relationship. Yea, I'm really sad about that. I didn't mention this to my mom because she probably didn't want me to talk about my old life (god it's really hard to say that). I liked my old life and I hate how everything different and I'm basically starting over. Supposedly it's good to start fresh sometimes and not think about the past (words from my mother). Things were staring to get better in my old life until I heard bad news. If you guys are wondering why I haven't mention my dad well that's because he moved somewhere else so I'm guessing things weren't going so good for my mom. I'm nervous about going to a different high school, maybe I'll make friends right away or not. What if I don't make friends right away and I'm siting alone in lunch and I don't have a partner for certain classes, omg I'm freaking out. I honestly don't want to be a loner in this different high school. I moved to this new house about couple weeks ago and the high school I'm going to is about 5 minutes from where I now live and the high school started already and I kinda wish I made it on the first day of school just because people wouldn't look at me awkwardly. I was expecting to get a text or at least a call from my friends but, I didn't we haven't talk this whole summer so I guess I can say "We don't talk anymore". Oh my bestfriend and me, yea I think were separating but she does have more friends than me so there's a possible chance she doesn't miss me and she will find a new best friend either way "We don't talk anymore" . My life is really boring. I didn't even do anything this whole summer. My dad and me, "We don't talk anymore". Just legit everything changed and I don't talk to anyone anymore well no one talks to me anymore. I'm going to this different high school on Monday. I'm honestly not ready to start a new life at that high school. Oh well life sucks now.
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This chapter is just saying she lose everything and everyone she knew and cared about. Sorry it was kinda lame also her name is Kylie, I know I didn't mention her name. I'll be posting daily or weekly so just stay updated with me to know when I post. MKAY BYE💘
-Chey🎈